» Retreat November 22-24, 2010 @ Thursday, November 25, 2010
I missed internet. `Nuff said.
LOL JK! I have a lot to say right now! The retreat was so great. Uhm.. I don`t know how to start. =)) When I arrived at the school, everyone was falling in line cause we`re going to ride on the bus. I was kinda disappointed cause I should have arrived early so I can get my retreat letter of my friends in the other section by myself. But Shannen (my special ex-boyfriend) is the one I`ve been dying to see that time. lol no, I know what you`re thinking. It`s not like that. We just treat each other in a special way and we both promised to each other that I`d give him a cupcake and vice versa. Why cupcake? Cause that`s our sweet nicknames to each other when we were thirteen years old. Haha. That`s why it`s corny. :)) Back to the story, my classmate approached me that Shannen gave it to me. But before I can find him to give mine too, my teacher told us that no one will get off the bus now. I feel guilty. Cause I failed to make my promise for the second time. One, when I told him I don`t want to take the UST exam. Then that`s the next. Good thing he saw me on the window but he can`t seem to understand what I`m trying to say. Okay, enough about Shannen. Haha. :))
I`m having fun while on the bus. Tricia, Erika and Bernard are so noisy. =)) We waved at the people on the streets and those truck drivers. =)) We talk about stuffs and stuffs. It`s fun. I also read some retreat letters but the one that moved me is Althea`s letter to me. I was touched by her encouraging words. :')
It was already afternoon when we arrived. We go to the session halls and they gave the rules and.. Skip that part. That`s boring. lol. My favorite part is when it`d late at night. We talk until evening but we can`t fully enjoy it cause our adviser`s room is next to us. =P However, we`re such a badass that we went to the session hall to get those snacks as quickly as a ninja. lmfao. It was fun. Until the boys came into our room, they were so noisy that our adviser heard us and we got scolded. lol.
The next morning, they become more strict to us. If you arrived late in breakfast, you can`t eat. If someone is talking, all of us can`t continue eating unless the person who is talking will admit his mistakes and he/she needs to stop eating breakfast too. It also applies on lunch and evening. Fast forward. On our last evening of staying there, that`s the night where we let our emotions flow. Ofcourse, I cried cause I`m such a crybaby. Tricia is my partner and before I can even start sharing my drama, I cried. lol. Then we had an activity where the guide will tell us a story and we should reflect on it. We should let our imagination flow. Almost all of us are crying. I didn`t even expect that those i-am-the-boss kind of classmates will cry too. Then there comes the sharing. We were divided unti three groups. And as expected again, I`m the one from my group who cries the most. I`m so sensitive. But I just noticed that I didn`t cried that much compared to the last retreat I had. Wow, I`m being strong.. somehow. :)
Then last night, we were so tired that all of us slept at around 1:30 am. And the last morning, we ate breakfast and.. okay, skip that part again. :)) My favorite moment are the "Free Hugs" part. Gahd. We cried. I was touched when this guy classmate of mine hugged me and apologizing cause of the jokes from him that I got hurt. :) That was such an emotional moment to me. Then we went on confession. OMG, the sin that I commited everyday is the one that I forgot to confessed. SAYING BAD WORDS. Pfft. Then after that, we took pictures, pictures, pictures and pictures then we`re about the leave the retreat house. Awe. :"> I will never forget that moment. I mean, I didn`t worried about those bitches who will pick on me that I said in my last post. We were brothers and sisters there.. well, except to "this guy". But I don`t care. Atleast I enjoyed it and I`m trying to be better now. I I WANT A NEW LIFE. :)
I guess that`s it. I just gave the important details. It was fun. But anyway, I missed the internet. Good thing we don`t have classes tomorrow. I really really really enjoyed it! But somehow, I can`t seem to forget what I saw awhile ago. His smile. His gestures to her. His words to her. asdfghjkl. Why am I affected? Here comes the feeling I thought I had forgotten already..
» INTRAMS :) @ Monday, November 15, 2010
Note: This is a late post. I should have posted this last Saturday but due to the stupid computer that hangs every freakin` time, I decided not to. And I`m currently crossing my fingers right now that it won`t happen again. So yeeeah. (:
Hello everyone. It`s been a week. Anyway, my body still hurts like hell cause of the volleyball game we had yesterday. It was great! We have 2 wins and 0 lose so far. And we`re currently waiting. I`m so happy. I improve! I can`t play this well before. My serve always fail. :L lol, but now, I can do it perfectly. I still don`t know how to spike though. =P lol. But it`s no big deal for me. (; So there, I think we have a big chance of bringing home the bacon. It`s because we have the varsity player. lol jk. That`s just a bonus. We can`t make it this far if we`re not having a teamwork, right? (; Hmm, let`s just see what`s ahead for us. For the mean time, I need to get well from this body pain. Haha. It`s weird. I didn`t feel it last night. I just feel sleepy then. Then the morning I woke up, I feel like not moving. And that`s when I realize that my body hurts. :( Well, I`ll get well. Atleast, it`s all worth it, right? (; And I think my crush just inspired me to play well during the game. Hahahaha. :">
And because of this, I think I might try my luck to join a volleyball team in college. Hahaha. Oh my. Let`s just see. (: And have a happy weekend everyone! <3
Labels: CCC, highschool life, Intramurals, memories, random, school, Senior Life, thoughts, Volleyball, WHATEVER
» MOVIE REVIEW: The Notebook and A Walk To Remember. ♥ @ Saturday, November 6, 2010
So it was a Saturday morning and I was bored so I watched a good romantic movie, The Notebook and A Walk To Remember. So here`s my review:The Notebook
: The story start with a two old couples. The man was reading a story written to a notebook to her wife cause she wasn`t able to remember a single thing. The story was based on their story of how they met. They`re two lovers who met at the rural place. Allie is from the city and Noah is from the rural. They`re seventeen years old them. But Allie`s mother doesn`t want Noah for her and she thought it was just another Summer Romance. After that, Allie and Noah had a fight. When Noah found out they already moved to the city, it was too late for him to reach Allie. He wrote 365 letters to her everyday but her mother kept it to Allie. As time went by, Noah decided to go on with his life and Allie had a fiance. But after seven years, they met again and cleared some things up. In the end, they lived happily ever after. After the story reading, Allie suddenly remembered everything then after a few minutes, she`s back to her old self again. Until one day, Noah just laid beside her and until death, they`re together. :)
Awe. I wish I was able to have a first love like this. But too bad, I wasted it on some stupid jerk. lol. Everything the kissing scene comes on, I always get the "kilig vibes". Gahd. They`re so sweet. :)No matter what`s your status, you should definitely watch this! :) Oh wait, I think you have watched it. lol. I`m too late for everything. :L
A Walk To Remember
: It`s two people who are way different from each other. Landon Carter is one of the not-so-good type of guy. And Jamie Sullivan is the kind of girl who`s so kind and very down to earth. The story begins when Landon and his friends were trapped into a trouble but the cops caught Landon. So as a punishment, he should go on Tutoring class and Drama class in which Jamie attends. After spending time with her, he realized that Jamie is the most amazing girl she have met and he fall in love to her. Jamie changed her life for a better. :)
Okay. I really think you should watch this too. They`re not like any other stories. I also have read this book and it`so good that I wanna reread it all over again. Actually, I have watched this movie three times now and it never gets old. ;)
Thumbs up for Nicholas Sparks! You`re such a good writer. Next on my list are Dear John
and The Last Song
Labels: a walk to remember, Love, movie, movie review, nicholas sparks, review, romance, the notebook
» HIATUS. @ Friday, October 1, 2010
Hey, blog. It`s been a month. Sorry for not updating this. I just don`t have any interesting and positive stories to share. This blog is getting full of dramas and I hate that. So yeah, SORRY cause I`ll be on hiatus mode until I decided to be contented and found the happiness I`ve been searching for almost 2 years now. K, goodluck to me of being happy..
» Just another thought. @ Thursday, September 9, 2010
Hey blog. I miss you. Sorry for not posting for months. I`ve been pretty busy lately because of shitloads of schoolworks and stuffs.. stuffs.. stuffs. And oh, before anything else, let me share you my life during the month of August. I`ve left a to-do list here on my previous blog. So let`s see.. ;)
□ Need to save money atleast 300 pesos.
□ Buy the August issue of Candymag.
□ Buy the pink id cord though I know it`s for Grade 1. lol.
* Change my Facebook and Twitter profile picture cause I haven`t changed
it for ages. lol.
* Spend more time with my close buddies.
* Spend less time in using the computer.
□ Review for the 1st Periodical Exams.
* Avoid from eating oily foods.
* Remove this stubborn zits. :(
* Try Pond`s Flawless White to remove this pimple marks.
□ Less Stress.
□ Don`t be a Drama Queen too much.
* Be patient.
* Be happy.
□ Be happy.
□ Be happy.
As you can see, I only marked one of the "BE HAPPY" thing. Pssh. Cause the first few weeks seem so rough and hard for me. IT SUCKS. IT FUCKING SUCKS. I didn`t even felt happy when I celebrated my
sixteen last August 13. I even told myself that, "OMGG why am I still living here? Why did He added another year to my life? I`m fucking tired of everything."
. I`m so depressed then. I cry myself to sleep, I feel unpretty, My fucking insecurities are eating me again and even thought of suicide. Geez. my life is a one big mess. :( Overly dramatic, right? But that`s me. :( And I as you can see, I failed to do those 8 things. Fuck my life.
But somehow, I`m trying to be positive though I know it`s hard. Cause right now, I am the only one who can help myself to get over my negative thoughts. If I really want to be happy, it`s up to me. So far, my life is okay.. somehow? I think it`s because of this guy that I like. :"> Oh wait, he`s not the guy that I fell inlove last July who just left me hanging and made me believe that there`s really something between us. Bitter much? lol. Let`s just call him "J". :"> Here`s how we met.
Actually, I already know him since we were in our sophomore years. But during that time, he`s just another guy from me. But thanks to our Physics project and the fact that we have the same teachers! :) Because of that, I got a chance to get to know him somehow. My bestfriend and I planned to do our project in their house. But I didn`t expected that "J" and his friends are also there. I was like, "oh, hi." Nothing special. But as we were doing our project, I just realized he is so sweet and gentleman. lol. Like, the way he approach me when he wants to borrow my ruler and protractor, the way he talks and EVERYTHING. :) OMGG. Okay, sorry but I`m not really good in telling stories like this. Bear with me. :3
And everytime I see him in school, I get the kilig vibes
! Haha. And butterflies around my stomach are getting wild. When we passed by each other, my knees get so weak and my heart is pumping in a major major way. lol. Oh, I miss having this feeling. :) But yet, I`m not expecting that he will like a girl like me. Duh. There`s nothing special about me. I won`t expect anything. :')
I hope this September will be the start of a good month. Damn. I wanna be the "real me" again. /3
Labels: August, Blah blah blah, crush, depression, Drama, dramas, feelings, highschool life, insecurity, life, Love, Senior Life, september, Stupid, thoughts, WHATEVER