No Regrets, Just Lessons Learned♥

Retreat November 22-24, 2010

2010-11-25T02:26:00.000-08:00

I missed internet. `Nuff said.

LOL JK! I have a lot to say right now! The retreat was so great. Uhm.. I don`t know how to start. =)) When I arrived at the school, everyone was falling in line cause we`re going to ride on the bus. I was kinda disappointed cause I should have arrived early so I can get my retreat letter of my friends in the other section by myself. But Shannen (my special ex-boyfriend) is the one I`ve been dying to see that time. lol no, I know what you`re thinking. It`s not like that. We just treat each other in a special way and we both promised to each other that I`d give him a cupcake and vice versa. Why cupcake? Cause that`s our sweet nicknames to each other when we were thirteen years old. Haha. That`s why it`s corny. :)) Back to the story, my classmate approached me that Shannen gave it to me. But before I can find him to give mine too, my teacher told us that no one will get off the bus now. I feel guilty. Cause I failed to make my promise for the second time. One, when I told him I don`t want to take the UST exam. Then that`s the next. Good thing he saw me on the window but he can`t seem to understand what I`m trying to say. Okay, enough about Shannen. Haha. :))

I`m having fun while on the bus. Tricia, Erika and Bernard are so noisy. =)) We waved at the people on the streets and those truck drivers. =)) We talk about stuffs and stuffs. It`s fun. I also read some retreat letters but the one that moved me is Althea`s letter to me. I was touched by her encouraging words. :')

It was already afternoon when we arrived. We go to the session halls and they gave the rules and.. Skip that part. That`s boring. lol. My favorite part is when it`d late at night. We talk until evening but we can`t fully enjoy it cause our adviser`s room is next to us. =P However, we`re such a badass that we went to the session hall to get those snacks as quickly as a ninja. lmfao. It was fun. Until the boys came into our room, they were so noisy that our adviser heard us and we got scolded. lol.

The next morning, they become more strict to us. If you arrived late in breakfast, you can`t eat. If someone is talking, all of us can`t continue eating unless the person who is talking will admit his mistakes and he/she needs to stop eating breakfast too. It also applies on lunch and evening. Fast forward. On our last evening of staying there, that`s the night where we let our emotions flow. Ofcourse, I cried cause I`m such a crybaby. Tricia is my partner and before I can even start sharing my drama, I cried. lol. Then we had an activity where the guide will tell us a story and we should reflect on it. We should let our imagination flow. Almost all of us are crying. I didn`t even expect that those i-am-the-boss kind of classmates will cry too. Then there comes the sharing. We were divided unti three groups. And as expected again, I`m the one from my group who cries the most. I`m so sensitive. But I just noticed that I didn`t cried that much compared to the last retreat I had. Wow, I`m being strong.. somehow. :)

Then last night, we were so tired that all of us slept at around 1:30 am. And the last morning, we ate breakfast and.. okay, skip that part again. :)) My favorite moment are the "Free Hugs" part. Gahd. We cried. I was touched when this guy classmate of mine hugged me and apologizing cause of the jokes from him that I got hurt. :) That was such an emotional moment to me. Then we went on confession. OMG, the sin that I commited everyday is the one that I forgot to confessed. SAYING BAD WORDS. Pfft. Then after that, we took pictures, pictures, pictures and pictures then we`re about the leave the retreat house. Awe. :"> I will never forget that moment. I mean, I didn`t worried about those bitches who will pick on me that I said in my last post. We were brothers and sisters there.. well, except to "this guy". But I don`t care. Atleast I enjoyed it and I`m trying to be better now. I I WANT A NEW LIFE. :)

I guess that`s it. I just gave the important details. It was fun. But anyway, I missed the internet. Good thing we don`t have classes tomorrow. I really really really enjoyed it! But somehow, I can`t seem to forget what I saw awhile ago. His smile. His gestures to her. His words to her. asdfghjkl. Why am I affected? Here comes the feeling I thought I had forgotten already..

INTRAMS :)

2010-11-15T03:59:00.000-08:00

Note: This is a late post. I should have posted this last Saturday but due to the stupid computer that hangs every freakin` time, I decided not to. And I`m currently crossing my fingers right now that it won`t happen again. So yeeeah. (:

Hello everyone. It`s been a week. Anyway, my body still hurts like hell cause of the volleyball game we had yesterday. It was great! We have 2 wins and 0 lose so far. And we`re currently waiting. I`m so happy. I improve! I can`t play this well before. My serve always fail. :L lol, but now, I can do it perfectly. I still don`t know how to spike though. =P lol. But it`s no big deal for me. (; So there, I think we have a big chance of bringing home the bacon. It`s because we have the varsity player. lol jk. That`s just a bonus. We can`t make it this far if we`re not having a teamwork, right? (; Hmm, let`s just see what`s ahead for us. For the mean time, I need to get well from this body pain. Haha. It`s weird. I didn`t feel it last night. I just feel sleepy then. Then the morning I woke up, I feel like not moving. And that`s when I realize that my body hurts. :( Well, I`ll get well. Atleast, it`s all worth it, right? (; And I think my crush just inspired me to play well during the game. Hahahaha. :">

And because of this, I think I might try my luck to join a volleyball team in college. Hahaha. Oh my. Let`s just see. (: And have a happy weekend everyone! <3

MOVIE REVIEW: The Notebook and A Walk To Remember. ♥

2010-11-06T02:16:00.000-07:00

So it was a Saturday morning and I was bored so I watched a good romantic movie, The Notebook and A Walk To Remember. So here`s my review:

The Notebook: The story start with a two old couples. The man was reading a story written to a notebook to her wife cause she wasn`t able to remember a single thing. The story was based on their story of how they met. They`re two lovers who met at the rural place. Allie is from the city and Noah is from the rural. They`re seventeen years old them. But Allie`s mother doesn`t want Noah for her and she thought it was just another Summer Romance. After that, Allie and Noah had a fight. When Noah found out they already moved to the city, it was too late for him to reach Allie. He wrote 365 letters to her everyday but her mother kept it to Allie. As time went by, Noah decided to go on with his life and Allie had a fiance. But after seven years, they met again and cleared some things up. In the end, they lived happily ever after. After the story reading, Allie suddenly remembered everything then after a few minutes, she`s back to her old self again. Until one day, Noah just laid beside her and until death, they`re together. :)

Awe. I wish I was able to have a first love like this. But too bad, I wasted it on some stupid jerk. lol. Everything the kissing scene comes on, I always get the "kilig vibes". Gahd. They`re so sweet. :)No matter what`s your status, you should definitely watch this! :) Oh wait, I think you have watched it. lol. I`m too late for everything. :L

A Walk To Remember: It`s two people who are way different from each other. Landon Carter is one of the not-so-good type of guy. And Jamie Sullivan is the kind of girl who`s so kind and very down to earth. The story begins when Landon and his friends were trapped into a trouble but the cops caught Landon. So as a punishment, he should go on Tutoring class and Drama class in which Jamie attends. After spending time with her, he realized that Jamie is the most amazing girl she have met and he fall in love to her. Jamie changed her life for a better. :)

Okay. I really think you should watch this too. They`re not like any other stories. I also have read this book and it`so good that I wanna reread it all over again. Actually, I have watched this movie three times now and it never gets old. ;)

Thumbs up for Nicholas Sparks! You`re such a good writer. Next on my list are Dear John and The Last Song. :)

HIATUS.

2010-10-01T21:48:00.000-07:00

Hey, blog. It`s been a month. Sorry for not updating this. I just don`t have any interesting and positive stories to share. This blog is getting full of dramas and I hate that. So yeah, SORRY cause I`ll be on hiatus mode until I decided to be contented and found the happiness I`ve been searching for almost 2 years now. K, goodluck to me of being happy..

Just another thought.

2010-09-09T07:23:00.000-07:00

Hey blog. I miss you. Sorry for not posting for months. I`ve been pretty busy lately because of shitloads of schoolworks and stuffs.. stuffs.. stuffs. And oh, before anything else, let me share you my life during the month of August. I`ve left a to-do list here on my previous blog. So let`s see.. ;)

□ Need to save money atleast 300 pesos.
□ Buy the August issue of Candymag.
□ Buy the pink id cord though I know it`s for Grade 1. lol.
* Change my Facebook and Twitter profile picture cause I haven`t changed
it for ages. lol.
* Spend more time with my close buddies.
* Spend less time in using the computer.
□ Review for the 1st Periodical Exams.
* Avoid from eating oily foods.
* Remove this stubborn zits. :(
* Try Pond`s Flawless White to remove this pimple marks.
□ Less Stress.
□ Don`t be a Drama Queen too much.
* Be patient.
* Be happy.
□ Be happy.
□ Be happy.

As you can see, I only marked one of the "BE HAPPY" thing. Pssh. Cause the first few weeks seem so rough and hard for me. IT SUCKS. IT FUCKING SUCKS. I didn`t even felt happy when I celebrated my ~~sweet~~ sixteen last August 13. I even told myself that, "OMGG why am I still living here? Why did He added another year to my life? I`m fucking tired of everything.". I`m so depressed then. I cry myself to sleep, I feel unpretty, My fucking insecurities are eating me again and even thought of suicide. Geez. my life is a one big mess. :( Overly dramatic, right? But that`s me. :( And I as you can see, I failed to do those 8 things. Fuck my life.

But somehow, I`m trying to be positive though I know it`s hard. Cause right now, I am the only one who can help myself to get over my negative thoughts. If I really want to be happy, it`s up to me. So far, my life is okay.. somehow? I think it`s because of this guy that I like. :"> Oh wait, he`s not the guy that I fell inlove last July who just left me hanging and made me believe that there`s really something between us. Bitter much? lol. Let`s just call him "J". :"> Here`s how we met.

Actually, I already know him since we were in our sophomore years. But during that time, he`s just another guy from me. But thanks to our Physics project and the fact that we have the same teachers! :) Because of that, I got a chance to get to know him somehow. My bestfriend and I planned to do our project in their house. But I didn`t expected that "J" and his friends are also there. I was like, "oh, hi." Nothing special. But as we were doing our project, I just realized he is so sweet and gentleman. lol. Like, the way he approach me when he wants to borrow my ruler and protractor, the way he talks and EVERYTHING. :) OMGG. Okay, sorry but I`m not really good in telling stories like this. Bear with me. :3

And everytime I see him in school, I get the kilig vibes! Haha. And butterflies around my stomach are getting wild. When we passed by each other, my knees get so weak and my heart is pumping in a major major way. lol. Oh, I miss having this feeling. :) But yet, I`m not expecting that he will like a girl like me. Duh. There`s nothing special about me. I won`t expect anything. :')

I hope this September will be the start of a good month. Damn. I wanna be the "real me" again.

AWESOME AUGUST? :)

2010-07-31T00:31:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey. So a few hours from now, it`s officially the month of AUGUST. Oh well, time flies so fast. Here are some things I`m looking forward this AUGUST. :)

SCHEDULE

✿ Erika`s birthday - Actually, it`s August 1 but since that`s Sunday, we`re planning to celebrate it on Friday. I think? I still haven`t bough a gift for her. I forgot about it when I went to SM Taytay yesterday. (but isn`t it ironic that I didn`t forgot to buy Mcdonald`s Coke Float? LMAO.) Nice, Lindsay. NICE. =))

✿ Fix my hair. - ;) Planning to rebond and dye my hair with dark brown though I know it`s against the school rules. lol. I`m a badass. >:D Say goodbye to my virgin black hair. ;)

✿Taking of my UPCAT. - Pfft. I`m not expecting that I will pass but whatever, let`s see. Actually, I`m not really interested about it. It`s just my dad who`s like expecting that I can passed the exam. Danggg. Cause UST is my dream school since I was a kid! :)

✿ My sixteenth birthday on August 13!!!! - Oh wait, there`s nothing to be excited about that. `Nuff said.

REMINDERS

□ Need to save money atleast 300 pesos.
□ Buy the August issue of Candymag.
□ Buy the pink id cord though I know it`s for Grade 1. lol.
□ Change my Facebook and Twitter profile picture cause I haven`t changed
it for ages. lol.
□ Spend more time with my close buddies.
□ Spend less time in using the computer.
□ Review for the 1st Periodical Exams.
□ Avoid from eating oily foods.
□ Remove this stubborn zits. :(
□ Try Pond`s Flawless White to remove this pimple marks.
□ Less Stress.
□ Don`t be a Drama Queen too much.
□ Be patient.
□ Be happy.
□ Be happy.
□ Be happy.

I WISH THIS AUGUST WILL BE AN AWESOME MONTH NOT JUST TO ME, BUT TO ALL OF US. :)

Credits: Photobucket.

Unsaid feelings..

2010-07-17T20:18:00.000-07:00

Dear ka-MU,

Unang-una sa lahat, wala naman talaga sa plano ko ang pumasok sa Magulong Usapan at Malanding Ugnayan na `to. Kaya lang naman ako bumalik sa school na `to dahil gusto ko makasama muli ang mga kaibigan at dahil may pagkawalang kwenta ang school na nilipatan ko. Hindi ko naman talaga plano ang mainlove, lumandi o ano. Eh kaso gago ka eh. Ikaw `tong nagpapacute. Nainlove tuloy ako kahit HINDI NAMAN DAPAT. So naging MU tayo. Niligawan mo ko nang hindi ka nagpapaalam at nagpakita ng kung anu-anong lecheng kalandian para ipakita na gusto mo ko. Oo, kinikilig ako. Crush kasi kita eh. Kaso hindi pa ko handa para pumasok sa isang relasyon dahil hindi ko pa natututunan mahalin ang sarili ko. Alam mo yung TIME? Kelangan ko nun. At alam mo yung WAIT? kelangan mo nun kung talagang seryoso ka. Kung mababasa mo ang mga previous posts ko, (which is ayoko naman.) eh malalaman mo kung bakit ayoko sa sarili ko at maiisip mo na ang babaw ko. Oo, mababaw lang yung dahilan eh kaso ganito ako eh. Big deal sakin yun. Vain ako. At isa yun sa dahilan kung bakit hindi ko na masabi ang katagang, ~~"i love myself"~~. Kaya sana maintindihan mo kung bakit hindi ako makatingin ng diretso sayo kapag kinakausap mo ko.. kahit gusto ko. Pssh. Ewan ko ba kasi sayo kung bakit gusto mo pa din ako. Eh hindi na ko ganun kaganda gaya nung mga second year pa tayo. Bakit ba? Bakit pa ako? Bakit ako pa rin? Bakit si Lindsay pa?

Sa ngayon, may naririnig akong mga balita na may iba ka nang gusto. Siguro nga totoo. Isang Linggo ka na din kasing di nagpaparamdam sakin. asdfghjkl. Hindi mo ko naantay. Pero ayos lang. Sino ba ko para antayin mo? Ang dami-dami namang dyang iba na kulang na lang maghubad sa harapan mo para mapansin mo. Life goes on na lang siguro ang sakin. Ang gago `no? Kung sino pa yung pakipot, kung sino pa yung hindi nag-iiloveyoutoo sayo, kung sino pa yung nililigawan eh siya pa yung nasasaktan at nagpopost ng bitter na blog. Leche ka naman. Ang special mo. Nasa blog pa kita.

So bukas makikita na kita. Magkikita na tayo. Makikita na ng buong kaklase naten kung gaano ako magmumukhang tanga kapag nagmomomentum kayo nitong bago mong girl sa classroom naten. Mukha akong tanga. Ako `tong nag-iinarte dati tuwing nagkakaroon tayo ng moment tapos ngayon ako na yung mukhang naiwanan. Tsk. Bahala na. Sana makamove on na lang agad ako. Gago ka kasi eh. Nagpakita ka pa ng leche mong motibo. Umasa tuloy ako. O sya, dito na lang. Wala na tayo. I mean, wala naman talagang tayo eh. So bbye na.

From,
your exka-MU.

PS : F*ck you po.

Dramas..

2010-07-15T04:59:00.000-07:00

Guess what? I`m absent in school today. It`s not because I woke up late or I`m not feeling well. I`m actually okay.. physically. :( I`m absent today cause I feel so freakin` depressed. I don`t even know what to feel anymore. It`s confusing. It`s because of him. I know this is stupid and such a shallow reason but because of this damn stupid love I feel for him, I feel insecure. I feel really down to the point that my self-esteem is down to zero. I feel like I need some space to think. I should get over this feelings for him. He likes me and I like him but it`s just that I`m not ready to love someone cause I`m still in the process of trying to love myself. I need time. But what I`m afraid of is that he can`t wait for me and he might fall for someone else. And I know that would really hurt me so much. always tell myself that if he really loves me, he can wait. But I`m still afraid. I know I shouldn`t expect too much from him cause I`ll be just disappointed in the end. But how can I do that? I always see him around cause he`s my classmate, he smiles at me, always wants us to go home together and other bullshit signs that he`s really into me. I can`t control my heart.. Ugh. :'(

I sometimes wonder what if I didn`t returned ti this school and stayed in KAMS? Would things will be easier? Would things will be less complicated? Would I feel this way? Would I be trapped in a situation like this? I GUESS NOT. But there`s no point of regretting. It`s happening now and I have to face it.

PS: I`m gonna go now to school tomorrow. I don`t know what will happen in the next day. I think I should avoid him now. Ugh. :| God, please help me..

Status: COMPLICATED

2010-07-09T00:59:00.000-07:00

Am I ready for the joy?
Am I ready for the pain?
Am I ready for the boy?
AM I READY FOR LOVE?
Am I ready for love - Taylor Swift

Sorry if you find the title and introduction lame. lol. You know, when you`re inlove you do random corny stuffs like that. Uh-huh, I`m inlove. :S After a year of not having a special someone in my heart ; After a year of not having the feeling of butterflies around my stomach. But the problem is, it`s like right love at a wrong time cause I still need some time to learn how to love myself first.

So this guy is my classmate. He likes me and I already know about it since we were second year highschool. But I don`t like him back that time. And suddenly, I`m starting to like him. Now, we`re like in the complicated state of Mutual Understanding aka MU. I don`t know if he`s courting me. Every dismissal, we go home together, he texts me and stuffs. But he`d NEVER asked me if he can court me. It`s like MIXED SIGNALS. So everyone in my class are asking me, "Sasagutin mo ba si *insert name here*?". I`m like, "Ewan. Hindi naman yata nanliligaw eh." It`s really confusing. :/

And the other problem that I mentioned awhile ago is that I still need some time to learn how to love myself. I`m still the same girl a year ago. A girl who has a lot of insecurities. I easily get jealous when some random pretty girls passed by our classroom. He might like them. I feel ugly. I feel insecure. So I guess it would be really hard for me if I entered into a relationship if I`m having this bullshit feeling. I can`t give him the love that he needs cause I don`t even love myself. I can`t give him my whole heart cause it`s full of depression, insecurities and sadness. Damn. I like him. I REALLY LIKE HIM. But the timing just isn`t right. Screw you, Cupid. :|

UPDATES: As of now, I feel he`s not really into me anymore. Cause we didn`t go home together yesterday. And now, he told me that we should go home together. But I need some things to do in school. He waited for me. But my work took that long. Then he left. It`s very disappointing. I mean, why do you have to tell me that we should go home together if you will just left me? :( I actually asked God to give me some 3 signs that he`s not into me. So far, I got two.. I only need one more. :( Let`s just see if he can make up tonight cause he said he`s going to text me. But it`s really up to me if I`m going to follow that sign. I just asked God for guidance, it`s really up to me if I should dump him or not. I know I don`t have the right to feel this way but.. I don`t know. One word.. COMPLICATED. *sigh*

RANDOM 101

2010-06-26T00:46:00.000-07:00

ASDFGHJKL. Well, hello. I Can`t believe that someone is still reading this quite abandoned blog of mine. K, let`s start this random rants now.

MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

It was on 15th of June. Everyone was like, "Ui, nagbalik ka?" And I said sarcastically, "Hinde." It was fun. Though until now, I feel like I`m outcast in
my section. But I hope I`d be comfortable in the next days. :)

PBB BIG NIGHT

You should watch it. Haha. I`m rooting for JAMES to win! :D I don`t like Devon cause she way too comfortable cause she knows she came from a porr family and she feel like the sympathy goes to her. stfu. D: Fretzie is just okay. Ryan is funny. :)) =))) I find Bret awesome too but now, he`s like giving all of his attention to Fretzie and it makes him irritating. Uhm.. for Ivan, he`s a cool guy too. :) This is just my opinion.

Uhm.. so far, MY ASDFGHJKL LIFE is okay. I`ll update more if I`m not busy. Sorry for this very short update. School is killing the hek out of me. D:

God bless, readers. :)

Hello, school.

2010-05-21T02:18:00.000-07:00

Hey blogmates! It`s been a month since I posted something here. My apologize for that. Cause lately, I`ve been lazy and uninspired. lol. Just kiddin`. It`s just there`s nothing really special that`s happening in my life. This summer is boring. So yeah, just so we all know, School will start in a couple of weeks from now. But up to know, I`m not yet ready. Cause my mind is being fucked up of which school I should spend my Senior Life. Yes, I want to go back to my previous school, CCC. But somehow, my friends and other shit problems are giving me reasons not to. D:

First, I feel like my friends don`t care anymore. I feel like they don`t really give a damn if I transfer there or not. It makes me feel I`m not important now. Like I`m an old toy they don`t want anymore. :( It sucks. Sometimes, distance can affect your friendship. But how can I spend some time with them if I have a f*cking insecurity problem?! And yes, speaking to that problem, that`s an another hindrance why I`m having hard time if I should go back to CCC or stay in KAMS. Actually, it`s also the reason why I transfered school. Though I know it`s just a normal stage in every teenager`s life but I just can`t take it.. zits. They suck hardcore. They ruined my life like hell. To the point that the extrovert Lindsay before is now an anti-social, low self-esteemed, depressed, no self-confidence 15 year old girl. It feels REALLY awkward when I passed by big crowds cause I`m afraid what they will think of me and I`m afraid that I will see someone there that I know. I cry every night. And yeah, TRANSFERED SCHOOL. You may find me weird or too shallow for that. But I`m really a one overzealous vain teenage girl (I don`t know if that word is right). So having something like that depresses me a lot. It`s not really in a worse condition. I still look like a human. But I don`t know why it really made my self-esteem lowered and hate myself. Maybe it`s because that`s only the first time it happened to me. I`m afraid that my former CCC schoolmates will say, "Ui, anong nangyari sayo" "blah blah blah" and stuffs. :( I`m afraid of what people might thing of me. It will bring me down. :'( And the third reason why I can`t really decide if I should go back to CCC or not is because it`s feels like I`m being left out. Duh. They`ve been together for one school year. I can`t relate to them if they start talking about it.

But even if there are a lot of reasons why I`m still indecisive, I still don`t want to stay in KAMS. Pssh. I already had enough dramas there. And I can`t take a 10 more months to stay there. I don`t care if I`m always a top student there unlike in CCC that I`m just an average student. Cause what`s the point of having those certificates, awards and medals if you are not happy with where you are. Right? So you can drop a comment here if you want me to help this indecive mind of mine. And if you don`t have anything to say with this drama, thanks for reading anyway. Until next post.

Educational Tour.

2010-04-14T23:19:00.000-07:00

Hey BLOGMATES! ;)) It`s been a month since I last updated this blog. My apologize for that. :P Anyway, I think I should stop posting a random post now cause it`s only making my blog messy and unorganized. :)) Haha. So I`m telling you this story I`m about to type. ;) It`s about our our last 27th of March. =))) I know it`s late but that memory is worth keeping. :P I think? :D Cause somehow, it made me not to hate my school 100% =))) K? So let`s start this. ;)

Our tour destinations are Zoobic Safari and White Rocks Beach Resort. Haha. Sound boring, right? :)) But for me, it`s not. :)) Three out of sixteen of us (Third Year) only joined the tour. Good thing that those two are my friends. We leave at around 6am and arrived there (Zoobic Safari) at around 9am. That was a long trip but it wasn`t that boring cause I`m using Twitter on my phone and listening to Justin Bieber`s songs. Haha. :"> There, we saw some animals (of course :))) like tigers, monkeys, snakes, birds, crocodiles and so on. :)) But that was quite boring. Hehe. >:) Btw, let me share you this interesting fact: When a tiger made a pee on you, its smell will last for 5 days. :O - That fact made me little bit paranoid when we passed by them. :))

The best part of the tour was when we went to White Rocks Beach Resort. Actually, that`s my very first time I went to a beach. :))) Haha. I know right? I`m a LOSER. =))) But for me, pool is more enjoyable than the beach. Cause it`s quite irritating cause the water and sands were like all over my body. I hate that feeling. ~x( So I leave and jump on the pool instead. :D I spent most of my time there. :)) I swim then slide then swim then slide then swim then slide. :))) Haha. I love the part when the waves are splashing on us and we`re like, "WOOOOOH!" :)) We left there at 6pm. It`s kinda "bitin" though. Then we went to souvenir shop, went to bus, talked about stuffs then they fell asleep :)) while I`m still hyper and listening to Justin Bieber`s songs again. ;)

I got home at 11:55pm. It`s tiring but fun. I won`t forget it. :) So yeeeeaaah, that`s all. :D Until next post. :>

VACATION :)

2010-03-07T22:59:00.000-08:00

Hi Readers! :D

It seems like I haven't updated this blog that much anymore :) I`m so sorry cause Twitter is really addicting! :)) Even my Tumblr isn't updated too. I'm kinda sick of reblogging, liking and other Tumblr stuffs on it :)) LOL! So yeah, I don`t know how to start this :)) But I'll just type here whatever pops into my mind :))) Hahah, I`m being random again :P

School vacation is almost there. Grabe :) I can still remember the days when I'm counting how many months and weeks are left before vacation. And now, I can't believe that it`s like 3 weeks more :D Yay! :) Yet a part of me gets sad knowing that it's gonna be my last year in highschool on the next school year :( Hello, COLLEGE :| Gaaaahh :/ I'm oh-so-not-ready :\ So I`m gonna make sure that I will make this Summer an epic one! :) I will spend time to my old friends, Do legit crazy stuffs together just like what we always do way back in Second Year :D I`m also looking forward to go back on my previous school, Cainta Catholic College :) Yet I feel kinda awkward cause it feels like I`m being left behind :/ I don`t know :| So I just keep in mind that I'll back to that school because of my friends and that's all that matters :)

Okay, That's all for now :)) Byeeeeee ;)

So are you ready for SUMMER? :D

Thank God It's Edsa :))

2010-02-21T03:33:00.000-08:00

Hello Bloggers! ;)

Sorry cause I wasn't not able to visit this blog due to my Twitter Fever. =)) Haha. I'm addicted to twitter now. :> I tweet everyday. It's crazy. :) You can follow my PERSONAL ACCOUNT and BIEBER ACCOUNT :)) Yeah, I made an account just for JUSTIN BIEBER. =))) Anyway, I'll update you some random stuffs that's happening with my not-so-happy-yet-not-so-lonely-life. =)) :)

BLAH BLAH BLAH DAYS

* My close friend turned sweet sixteen last February 18. But too bad, I wasn't able to celebrate it with her. I told her I can't cause that's our SportsFest and I will spend my whole afternoon there. I'm a player. :>

* On 18th, I was absent. So it also means I didn't attend the SportsFest. My bad. :(((( I should have said to my close friend that I can go there now. If only I knew I wouldn't be able to wake up early. :|

* On 19th, I'm absent again. My lame school service didn't fetch me. Screw him.

* Unlike those Juniors and Seniors in my neighborhood, We don't have Prom. :| It sucks. My school gave me another reason to hate them. D: And awhile ago, I'm browsing some Prom Pictures of my former classmates and I freakin' envy them. :(( I wonder what it feels like spending 12 hours or more with your fellow batchmates, I wonder what it feel like having your first dance, I wonder what it feels like having your last dance, I wonder what it feels like having a slow dance with your crush, I wonder what it feel like having a bouquet of flowers from your special someone, I wonder what it feels like being in a Prom. :( Damnnnnn. :/ Itataga ko talaga sa bato na hinding-hindi na ko magfoFourth Year dyan... Okay, I'ma stop this drama now. I'm being overacting.

So that all! :] Anyway, I'm planning to change this skin tomorrow. My blogmate, Ava noticed that I don't have a skin code. Thanks! ;) And Yay for Monday! We don't have classes tomorrow. Thank God! :D So byeeeee. Until next post. ;))

School Dramas..

2010-02-08T21:22:00.000-08:00

Just got home from HELL. Oh, I mean, SCHOOL. :|I don't know why do I still feel this way. :/ Though 9 months have passed, I still feel uncomfortable going to that school. :( Thank God that I only spend 5 hours of my time there (7am-12noon). Cause I'm a loner. :| Yeah, you read it right and it sucks bigtime. :( I guess I only have one or two friends there. Though I'm not really close with the second one. And it sucks more when the first one is absent which is what she tend to do most of the time. :| So if she's not with me, I'm all alone in my seat doodling everything that goes on my mind in the back of my notebook while some of my classmates are having a commotion, or listening to my lame mp4, go out of the classroom to buy a snack in the canteen and sit to a random bench out there and then realized how stupid I am for making my decision to study there. :( I regret it A LOT. :| I wish I could turn back the hands of time and get back things the way they used to be. :| This School Year is bitchin' on me. :/ Damn. I hate school for now. :| I can't wait for summer any longer. You can say I'm overacting to post this, rude for saying that to my own school, weird for everything I do or whatever the hell you want to label me. But I don't care at all. Cause only my friends know the real me. And only my TRUE friends know why I am like this.

LINDSAY = LONER. :|

And that's it. I cried. :'(

Tumblr.

2010-02-05T01:18:00.000-08:00

A random photography over here. <3

Who has Tumblr here ? Follow me at http://lindsaymeetsrandom.tumblr.com Don't worry. I'll follow you back if you want. ;)) The one thing I love about Tumblr is that you can Reblog, Like and Post random stuffs even a single sentence. :P And by the way, I'm kinda newbie there. :P So yeah, GO FOLLOW ! :)) :)

Credits : Deviantart

CAT ?!?!?!?! ~x(

2010-02-04T23:01:00.000-08:00

The Webmistress is back ! :D Sorry for not posting this past few weeks. I just got busy doing schoolworks. :| And the next big thing is, February is worse than the previous month. Know why ? Starting on Monday, We will be attending CAT everyday after dismissal. D: IT SUCKS BIGTIME. >:( Cause we should not be doing that piece of crap. It's supposed to be for Fourth Year Students ONLY. >:( Who agrees ? :-S Actually, Juniors are not just the ones who's doing it. It includes the Freshmen and the Sophomore. D: That made it MORE STUPID. :| Our MAPEH teacher is ughhh.. WHATEVER. :( It's just so effin' obvious that he's too lazy enough to have a lesson plan and teach us something better than that. It's a big crap and it's really freakin' the hell out of me. ~x( I don't have any violent reactions about practicing the CAT. It's just that why the hell are the JUNIORS, SOPHOMORES and FRESHMEN are practicing it ???? ~x( And CAT for ONE MONTH ????? Are they effin' serious about that ??? WTH.. >:(

..They ruined my "OMG-IT'S-NOW-FRIDAY-FEELING". D:<

Just Beliebe. ;)

2010-01-16T01:12:00.000-08:00

Haha. Cool. ;)

Hello. I'm gonna start this post in Tagalog. :)) (tagalog yun? =))) Haha. Nakakamiss din kase. Saka parang feeling ko mas naieexpress ko yung gusto kong sabihin pag Tagalog. (Lindsay, Taglish nga yun e! =))) Haha. XD

Ayun, super saya ko kagabi ng mga oras na 8:30pm. Know why? JUSTIN BIEBER FREAKIN' FOLLOWED ME ON TWITTER!! =)) :"> Haha. Babaw ko noh? Pero super saya ko talaga. As in nung nakita kong nag-gain ako ng 307th followers, then, KABOOM! =))) Si JUSTIN BIEBER!!! Haha. Grabe. Nawala ako sa sarili ko nun. As in nagtatatalon ako sa kama at dumapa at nagsisisigaw habang medoy naiiyak pa! =))) Ehem. Oo na, ang weird ko na nga! :))) Haha. Ayun, pinagalitan pa nga ako ni Momsy dahil sa kaingayan ko. LMAOOO. =)) Grabeeee. :)))) Kaya feeling ko tuloy daig ko pa ang Daddy ko at mga kuya ko. Nakuha na kase nila yung prize money nila sa Family Feud. Yess, you read it right. :) Sumali sila at nakuha na nila yung yung prize kahapon. :D Pero hindi pa din nun kayang pantayan yung nangyari kahapon saken. :))) MONEY CAN'T BUY HAPPINESS ! Haha. Oh diba ? Oh, tigilan ko muna yung yung topic na yan. Napapangiti na ko dito mag-isa. :| :))))) Yeah, I know right. I'm weird. x)

Haha. Exams na namin sa Monday. :| Pero di pa ko nagrereview. :/ Ayy teka, kelan nga ba talaga ako nagreview na totoong review? Haha. Sa bawat oras kase na naiisipan kong magreview nakakatulog ako. :)))) Bahala na. LINDSAY MEETS CRAMMING. =)))))

Oh, eto. Baka isipin niyo nag-iilusyon na naman ako. :))) Alam kong mahilig akong magdaydream pero totoo 'tong isang to. :) :)))

January 15, 2010 = BEST DAY EVER. ♥

LOL. I know. Weird is Me. x) =)))

LAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZY. :/

2010-01-05T00:50:00.000-08:00

now playing : First Dance by Justin Bieber <3

I'm so freakin' lazy now. Tired of school stuffs. :| Can't wait for Summer. Err.. Blah Blah Blah.. :| =))

My first tweet for the year 2010 ! Yay ! <3
Supposed to be, I should be doing my stupid projectsssss. :/ But I'm sooo freakin' lazy now. >:| So instead of doing nothing, I'd rather create a nonsense post in my blog. :| =)))))) Haha. So My New Year is just.. uhmm.. Fine. (: I'm hoping that 2010 will be a great year. Cause I messed up in 2009. I've been through a lot of trouble, problems then. :| Uhhh .. damn memories. Whatever. :| I'm hoping for the better now. :| :) And anyway, I wanna change the layout of my blog. :D It's simply because it's New Year, right ? So New look for my blog. ;) I've already found a new layout but it's not yet complete. Maybe I'll update it tomorrow. So how's your New Year ? What's your New Year's Resolution ? Anyone ? (:

Credits : Deviantart.

SHOOTING STAR THINGY. xd

2009-12-27T03:11:00.000-08:00

I've been BIEBERIZED ! :))) He never fails to make the butterflies on my stomach won't stop, stop. :)) :"> Haha. My Favorite boy. ♥

Hehe. But yea, the picture isn't related to my post now. :))) =))) it's just that I just love seeing my FAVORITE BOY here. :"> So here's my story :

My Christmas is really awesome ! (: We leave early in our house and have a Christmas reunion ( is that the right word for it ? XD ) with my cousins ( mother side ). I miss them so much. We only see each other thrice in a year. :( But though it's goes that way, we're still really close. (: And then we make "kwento" of what's happening with our damn pretty life. :D And the highlight of that day is... for the very first time, I saw a shooting star !! Haha !! :))) =))) XD I'd never seen one before until I saw that moving sparkling light up up in the sky. XD And of course, I made a wish. :P So there, I'm so excited for the summer 2010 ! (: I'm planning to have a vacation at my cousin's house. Ooooh, I'm just hoping that my parents would allow me. I'm mature enough to take care of myself, right ? (: So pray for me. :))) =))) :D

Enough of that. XD Wishing you to have a better year this 2010 ! Byeee ! (:

credits : Photobucket ( as always ) XD

Merry Christmas !

2009-12-24T00:44:00.000-08:00

Before anything else, I would like to greet you a Merry Christmas ! (:

Only few hours to go and it's Christmas time again. How time flies so fast nga naman noh ? So just like most of the family there, I'm celebrating Christmas together with my family. Later, we will attend Simbang Gabi. :D Uhh.. Uhh.. Do I have to say more ? XD Whatever. :)) =)) Okaaay. So this post is getting nonsense. :)) =)) All I can say is MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL ! GOD BLESS US ! (:

*bow* :P

credits : PHOTOBUCKET, BLINKYOU.

RANDOM 1

2009-12-17T02:34:00.000-08:00

These avatars does not have any connection in my blog. Uhh.. actually it's related somehow. XD I just browse and browse some I avatars that I love. I find them cute. ;) I heart avatars.

RANMDOM WHATEVER FACTS :

~ Yesterday, our teacher announced our grades and rankings. And guess what ?? it made my day. :D I really can't believe I'm still the top one. 'Cause I've been very lazy this past few months. Plus, I missed a lot of quizzes, activities and seatworks during that time because of the dance rehearsals. So happy. (:

~ While the first random fact is happy, this one is not. Why ? Cause I missed the 2nd day of Simbang Gabi. :( I fell asleep. :| =| But it doesn't matter. I will still attend the mass not because of the "your-wishes-will-be-granted-if-you-made-it-comlete thingy", but simply because I want to spend time with God. Oyea. XD (:

~ Woooah. Christmas Party is tomorrow. :o :D I'll surely bring a camera. :D Haha. (:

~ Here comes the Christmas Vacation. :DDD I'll be spending Christmas with my family. ;)

~ Oh my God. I can't believe that I did an English post here. XD =))

Credits : Glitter-graphics.

Christmas is heeeeeeere. XD

2009-12-16T02:38:00.000-08:00

Oyeah. Christmas is really in the air. I wanna great each and everyone of you an advance Merry Christmas ! :D

Actually, I just attended yesterday the Misa De Gallo ( Sorry if I misspelled it. XD ) or Simbang Gabi. This year, I'm gonna attend the Anticipatd Mass. Narealize kong mahirap pala pag madaling araw lalo na sa isang katulad kong tamad. Haha. =)) XD That's what I did last year and as expected, I did not complete it. Haha. =)) Why ? Cause I always end up sleeping. =)) Especially in Homily. Haha. =)) So mean. >:D But this time, I'll try my best to complete it. ( really ? ) Haha. We'll see. :P

Anyway, Our Christmas party is now on Friday. And now I still don't know what to do and what to wear. Haha. =)) Causee I'm tired of those pa"sweet" or pa"cute" look that I always wear during Christmas Party. Like last year and last two years. XD I want something different naman this time. But I dunno. Waaaah. Whatever, Lindsay. XD

Random Fact : Boys Over Flowers is on air again. Haha. (: I miss you, Kim Bum !! :x XD

Credits >>> Photobucket.

A MESS. :(

2009-12-13T01:56:00.000-08:00

So here, I don't know how to start this blog. XD

Ang dami-dami na kasing nangyari this week. Ba't kaya ganun ? Kung kelan naman malapit na ang Pasko saka naman ako binibigyan ng dahilan para malungkot. :( Haist. Basta, this week is a TRASH. :(

REGRET..

Credits : Photobucket

Movie Time. ;D

2009-11-28T06:45:00.000-08:00

Hell, yeah. You read it right. I just watched the movie, Paranormal Activity.

So ayun, 2012 ang napag-usapang papanuorin namen nila Erika at Trisa sa Robinson's Galleria. Ngunit dahil nga uso ngayon ang Filipino Time ( ilang beses ko nang inuulit ang linyang 'to. Kaya masanay na kayo. =)) ), ang napag-usapang 2:30pm ay naging 3:45pm. Haha. Ayun, habang nasa bus e konting chikahan at update-tan ng buhay ng isa't isa. ;) Siguro mga past 4pm na din kame nakarating sa Galle'. Pagdating namen sa movie world, nakita namen na masyado nang gabi kung manunuod pa din kame ng 2012. Pero sayang naman kung ipagpaliban na lang namin sa ibang araw. Saka busy na ATA kame nun. haha. =)) Kaya pinanuod na lang namen ang Paranormal Activity. Actually, dun ko nga lang din mismo nalaman na may ganun pa lang movie. Haha. =)) So there, ayun na nga ang papanuorin namen. Feeling ko nga lugi ako e. Haha. 160pesos kase yung ticket e isang oras at kalahati lang naman yung movie. :P pero tignan na lang naten, baka worth-it naman diba ? ;))

So ayun, tinitignan namen yung mga reaksyon ng mga taong kakalabas lang ng sinehan. Sabe ni ate nakakatakot daw. Haha. =)) Itsura nya kase e. =)) Pagpasok namen, andun kame pumuwesto sa Premiere. Hehe. Umaasenso. :P E ang tagal pa din bago ipalabas. Kaya kwentuhan ulit. Haha. =)) Then after siguro 15minutes ?, simula na. Tataka nga ako. Biglang palabas na agad. Di sya gaya ng ibang movie na madaming introduction chuvaler. Hehe. ;D Tapos true story daw. At first, medyo naboboring ako. Kasi wala ng ginawa kundi iVideo na yung pinaggagagawa ng bawat characters. Tumatawa pa nga kame nun sa ibang eksena e. Haha. =)) But then. I mean.. BUT THEN, :D, unti-unti na nagiging creepy at scary. Haha. Hell, yeah. Habang tumatagal mas tumitindi yung paggambala sa kanila nung evil spirit. :o Pero pinakagrabe talaga yung ending, Naiyak yung dalawang kasama ko. >:)) LOL. Ako nga lang ata samin ang nakakita ng ending e. Nung patapos na kasi bigla na lang silang di nanuod. Hehe. Well, :P Yabaaang ! =)) So ayun, after ng movie. konting wash-up sa CR then uwi na. :D

Pero akalaing mo nga namang makakapanuod ako ng 2012 ng libre. Haha. Sa bus ! =)) Kaso nagsisimula ng magunaw ang mundo nung dumating kame ni Erika. Habang nanunuod kame, may dumating na distraction, I mean temptation. Haha. =)) May cute kaseng guy na sumakay din sa bus na medyo malapit samen. Tapos medyo lumapit siya sa tv. Naka ng, talagang nanunukso e. =)) Di ko tuloy alam kung san ako magfofocus. =)) Hehe. So ayun, nakauwi naman ako ng ayos at mapayapa. Hindi naman ako pinagalitan kahit di ako nagpaalam. Oha. XD

Kaso ngayon, di ko alam kung panu ako matutulog. =)) Mukhang ayoko na din matulog ng nakapatay ang ilaw. Haha. =)) Di na rin ako magpapaabot ng madaling araw sa kaka-internet. Haha. Kaya kay Facebook, Candymag, Blogger at kung saang-saan sites na lagi kong binibisita, mukhang bagong simula na 'to. Haha. Duwag wala. =))))))))

Quarter to 11 na pala. Gotta sleep ! =)))

Credits : Photobucket and Facebook ? XD

CRAMMING MODE. 0.o

2009-11-27T03:56:00.000-08:00

This is what you called Stupident =)))))))))

Haha. LOL. Ayun. Exams na agad namin sa Tuesday, Wednesday at Thursday. Asar nga e. Wrong timing pa yung Tuesday. Habang yung ibang taga-Cainta e nagpapakasaya sa piyesta, ako naman e nasa school at may hawak ng test paper. =))) Haha. O diba, ang saya ? Out of this world ako. :| =|Sa katunayan, hindi pa ko nagrereview at mukhang wala na din balak magreview. XD Tss. Bahala na. CRAMMING na naman nyan panigurado. Hoho. >:)) At ang masama pa e nawawala ang History Book ko which is nasa 1st day ng exam. Ugghh .. I'm dead. 0.o kung anu-ano na naman isasagot ko nito. Hmm .. bahala na .. bahala na .. tsk.

"It's weird as it happens, isn't it? You still
love the person, but you just stop needing them like you used to."
- Dawson's Creek.

.. special day din pala ang December 3.. before.. :|

tss. enough of dramas..

Credits to : Deviantart, Glitter-Graphics.

:|

I've been BIEBERized >:))))))

2009-11-23T23:11:00.000-08:00

I SUUUPER LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER !

Just wanna share with you guys yung mga favorite songs
ko sa album niyang "My World". So here are those :

As of now, LSS ako ngayon dun sa "First Dance".
Haha. Grabeeee, aabangan ko talaga at pag-iipunan ng bonggang-bongga ang magiging concert niyo dito sa Pilipinas ( how I wish. :P ) At hindi ko siya hahayaang umalis dito na wala kaming picture together. Haha. Obsessed much ? =)))))))))

Credits to : Photobucket , Glitter Graphics * Mixpod. ;D

One More Time for BOF. <3

2009-11-15T20:51:00.000-08:00

Guess What ? The one of the most top rated Koreanovela in the Philippines, Boys Over Flowers will be aired again on ABS-CBN soon. Haha. Ooh, I'm so excited to watch them again ( especially Kim Bum :x ). :D It's another BOF Mania time again ! :D So to the Boys Over Flowers Addict there, what do you think ? (:

Random Fact : I'm absent today. :| =| I woke up late today which made made me not to go with my service. But my daddy and I had a fight last night and he doesn't want me to accompany to the school. Ughh.. poor girl. >.< I know how to commute there but I'm freakin' lazy. Uhh.. whatever. My morning sucks. >.<

credits : Photobucket.

MR. and MS. KAMS '09

2009-11-13T16:59:00.000-08:00

10TH OF NOVEMBER '09

Mr. and Ms. KAMS na ! (: Una, ang schedule time namin na dumating sa Event Center ng SM Taytay ay 12:00 noon. Ang aga no ? E samantalang 6:OOpm pa ang start ng program. Pero as usual, Filipino time na naman. Haha. Pasado 2:00pm na ako dumating. Pagkadating ko sa event center, inaayos na ang entrance pati ang stage. Mukhang puspusan talaga ang paghahanda. Syempre namanm e bigtime mga judges namen. Sina JC Tiuseco, Iwa Moto, Chris Cayzer, Diana Meneses, Bianca Manalo and Mariel Rodriguez (nalimutan ko yung iba. :P). Pagdating ko naman sa backstage, may ilang performers at candidates na ang inaayusan at mini"make up"pan. Pero may ilan din hindi pa. Ang bilis nga e. Wala pa ko sa pagkakasarap ng upo ko e ako na agad ang tinawag para mag"make up". Haay. Pero mabuti na rin yun. Kesa naman kung kani-kanino ng mukha pinahid yun bago saken. Di ba ? Haha. Maarteeee ! =))

So ayun, di rin katagalan na"make up" na ang lahat. Picture-picture na din as usual. Haha. Biniro nga kame ng Choreographer namen na si Sir Peter e. Sabi nea, " Wag kayong pakalat-kalat sa tabi ha. Baka mapagkamalan kayong candidate." Haha. =)) 4:00pm na at medyo okay na ang lahat. Pero may dalawang oras pa. Haaay.. Picture-picture na lang kame muna. Hehe. Kaya ang bilis malowbat nung digicam ko e. =)) Tapos dumaan na din ang mga artista sa backstage. Graaaaabe. Di ko na sila naPicturan hindi dahil sa lowbat na, kundi masyado yata akong na"Starstruck" nung nakita ko sila. Haha. Lalo na si JC Tiuseco. =))

Tentenenentenen ! LOL. Ayan. Simula na rin ang program. E ang tagal pa namin bago magperform. Although yung isang group ( The Knights ) e sumasayaw na. Pang - anim pa kami. Kaya yung iba nagpaparelax-relax muna. Ang trip naman namen ay Spin The Bottle. Haha. Pampatanggal kaba na din yun mamaya. =))

MyGawwwwd. =)) During the performance, hmm .. okay naman. Di na nga ako nakaramdam ng kaba e. Parang normal lang saken yun. Well, I just keep in mind na isa lang yung practice pero kailangan ko pa din ibigay ang best ko. So ayun, so far, okay ang performance namen. So happy dahil nakapagperform ako sa harap ni JC Tiuseco. LOL. =)) :xxxxx

Then, the time has come that all of us have been waiting for. Announcing na ng mga winners. Walang pumasok na mga classmates ko e pero ayos na din yun. I know they tried their best naman. Nakkks! =))

Tapos, eto, uwian na. Dumaan na si JC Tiuseco sa backstage. At syempre, dala-dala ko ang pinakamamahal kong digicam. Haha. =)) I don't want to miss this oppotunity. Sadyang marami pa di ngang tao e. Picture dito, picture doon, flash dito, flash doon. Pero I'm lucky pa din, may picture niya ko! =)) Sulit na ang gabing ito.

Haaay. Worth-remebering talaga ang that night. So happy, kasi hindi ko na nabigyang atensyon yung "sama ng loob" ko. Before kase nung araw na yun, may nalaman akong something e. :( Pero ayos na din naman ako ngayon. (: That night was so worth-keeping. Buti na lang talaga di ako nagquit no ? Worth it naman pala talaga in the end. (:

Anyway, here are some of the pictures during that night. :D I also have pictures of the celebrities. Yay. But too bad, I'm always the photographer. X(

Another Update. :P

2009-11-09T07:16:00.000-08:00

Whew.. Just got ome from our practice. Whole day na kaming nagpractice dahil bukas na kasi ang production - Mr. and Ms. KAMS. Well, I'm kinda excited and nervous. Lol. Excited kasi maganda naman yung concept and Celebrity yung mga Judges namen. :D Nervous naman kasi ang daming manunuod. Haha. Waah. May mga error nga ako kanina e. Sana bukas e perfect na. :D

Anyway, just wanna share to you guys na nakabili na ko ng Dr. Dickinsons's Witch Hazel Toner. Hehe. Infairness, matagl ko din 'tong niresearch. Binabasa ko kasi mga feedbacks e. And obviously, kaya ko siya binili kasi I read a lot of good feedbacks about it. Yay. Pero di ko pa siya gingamit. Baka kasi mag-purging stage ko e kung kelan malapit na ang Performance Night. Di ba ? So ayun, baka after na ng Performance ko gagamitin yun and I REALLY hope.. makakasundo siya ng delicate skin ko. :P :D

So ayun, gotta get some zzz's na. Para naman blooming ako bukas. Haha. Ciao ! :)

UPDATE. (:

2009-11-07T07:06:00.000-08:00

Ayun, sorry kung hindi na masyadong updated si Blog. Masyado na kong busy sa kakapraktis ng dance namin. Performance na kasi sa Tuesday sa SM Taytay e. Nood ka ha ? :))) :P Kaya todo praktis na talaga kami. So ayun, medyo pagod na ko ngayon e. Medyo nag-update lang ako ng Blog. Ciao ! (:

Credits to : Photobucket.

Basketball is <3

2009-10-26T03:26:00.000-07:00

October 24, 2009. <3

Grabe. I super love this day. Kagabi pa lang, biglang inaya ako ni Trisa para manuod daw ng Finals ng Laban ng San Beda at San Sebastian. Dalawang ticket na kasi yung nabili nya. Hindi naman ako tumanggi. Haha. :))) :D The next morning, naghahanda na ko. Pero as usual, Filipino time. :))) Yung 10:00am na pinag usapan namin naging 10:45am. Haha. Tapos ayun, nung nakarating na ko ng bahay nila, konting kwentuhan tapos dumalaw muna kami ng CCC upang bisitahin ang mga CCCians. Sayang nga e. Kanina pa pala kasi nag uwian nun kaya konti lang ang nakita namen. =| :| Tapos ayun, this is it na talaga. :))) Pupunta na talaga kami ng Araneta. :D Mga 12:30 ng tanghali, nandun na kami. I miss Araneta. =| :| Haha. Huling punta ko kasi ata dun e may gatas pa ko sa labi. Haha. Concert pa nga ng Westlife yun e. Pero di naman ako ganun kaignorante para manibao pa ng bonggang bongga. Haha. :P Pag punta namin, hindi pa nag uumpisa ang laro. Nagpapapraktis pa lang yung mga players sa court. Pero may isang tao din akong inaantay makita. :| =| :))) :P Ahaha. Keme lang. :P Tapos nakalipas din ang ilang sandali, ayan. nag umpisa na. Kanya-kanya ng cheer sa mga team nila with matching drums. Ang ingay pala. First time ko lang kasi makapanood ng totoong laro ng basketball na nandun ka mismo sa loob ng Araneta. Hehe. Kadalasan kasi sa tv ko lang napapanood yung mga ganung eksena. :D Habang kami'y nanunuod ng laban, dumating na din si "crush". Haha. :))) Siya yung inaantay ko. Grabe. Ang tangkad niya pala talaga in person. Parang dream come true na nga sakin nung nakita ko siya e. Kahit hindi niya ko kilala. :P Inabot din ng ilang oras yung laban. Hindi ko na nga din namanlayan na hindi pa pala ako naglulunch kasi masyado yata akong napaFocus sa laban ( at kay "crush" ) Haha. Biro lang. Hindi ko nga siya matingnan e. Nasa bandang likod kasi siya namin e ang obvious ko naman kung titignan ko patalikod. Di ba ? Haha. :D Haay. So much for that thingy, kinikilig lang ako. Haha. :))) :P Tapos so far, naging maganda naman ang laban nila. Kaso natalo ang San Beda. :( Sayang. Dikit na yung score nila e. Pero ayos lang. Panalo na din ang araw na yun sakin. Daig ko pa ang nanalo ng trophy. Haha. :P Saka totoo pala na pag nandun ka e madadala ka talaga sa laban. Yung kahit hindi mo kilala yung mga players. Ako nga e napatili na din nung nakakapuntos sila. Hindi ko naman sila kilala. Haha. :D Hindi na namin tinapos ni Trisa ang isa pang laban. Maggagabi na din kasi e. Nagpunta na lang kami ni Trisa ng Gateway at nag window shopping. Haha. Cheap enu. :))) Di kasi masyadong napaghandaan. :P Tapos ayun, ayos na ayos sakin ang araw na 'yon. Ang epekto, mas naadik lalo ako sa kanya. Haha. Grabeeeee. :X Saka pareho namang magaling ang dalawang team e. (:

Credits to : Photobucket. :P

Saturday Madness ( October 17)

2009-10-17T22:46:00.000-07:00

DONATIONS FOR THE ONDOY VICTIMS. (:

Woot Woot ! Napakasaya ko kahapon na medyo nawiwindang. LOL. Haaay, grabe. Umaga pa lang, di ko na maantay ang uwian namin para makapunta na ako agad sa bahay nila Erika. Ahaha. Miss na miss ko na talaga sila ng super. :| Kaya ayun. Habang nasa school ako, ganun pa din. Feeling ko ang tagal ng oras. Ahaha. =))) Hanggang sa inabot ako ng gutom at dumatretso sa canteen kasama si Nina. Yun pala, kanina pa ang recess namin. Waaah. So hindi na kami pinapasok. Gumagawa kasi ako ng sarili kong break time e. Ahaha. =)))Tumambay na lang kami sa isang place doon. Nakita nga kami ni Sir Rudy, ang aming principal. Dahil daw walang ginagawa, inutusan na lang niya kami na magRe-pack ng mga relief goods. So ginawa ko naman. Haanggang sa marami na kaming nautusan gumawa nun. :D Hehe. Happy ko lang kasi ang sarap pala ng feeling ng nakatulong ko kahit in your own little way. Nakikita ko pa na sa bawat naabutan namin ng relief goods e binibigkas nila ang salitang "Salamat." Kaya ayan, ang saya ko. May nagawa na din akong tunay na kabutihan sa araw na 'to. Ahaha. =))) Atleast kahit 'di ako nakaattend ng English time, mas worth naman yung time na naispend ko sa pagtulong sa kapwa. :D Ngunit di na din ako masyadong nagtagal. Dumating na din kasi service ko nun at syempre, pupunta pa ko kina Erika. :P

BONDING WITH BFF'S. (:

As expected, ang 2:00pm na napag-usapan kanina ay naging 2:30pm. Ahaha. =))) Filipino Time e. :P Nung una nga e nag-aanlinlangan pa ko kumatok sa bahay nila Erika kasi ang tahimik. E alam ko pag andun na sila e maingay dapat dun. Ahaha. =))) :P Hanggang sa nakita ako ni Erika sa labas. Pagdating ko pa nga e wala pa si Inah. Pero after ilang minutes din e dumating. So ayun, buo na araw ko nito. :) :D So ayun, dating gawi, bonding to the max pa rin ang lola mo sa kanila. Namiss ko sila e. :| =| Then mga 5:30pm, umuwi na din kami. Hehe. Uwing dalaga na kami ngayon kaya hindi na kami nagpapagabi. :P Pero isang napakalaking Unexpected Moment ang naganap habang kami'y nag-aabang ni Inah ng masasakyang tricycle. Nakita kong dumaan sa harap ko ang kotse ni Daddy. Shucks. Actually, nakita ko na yun kanina pa na lumiko sa may kabilang kanto. Ngunit di ko masyadong pinansin. Ano ba naman ang gagawin ng 'rents ko sa village na yun. Pero nung dumaan na sa harap ko, napagtanto kong sila nga. Waaah. Gulat ako nun. Buti na nga lang e hindi ako nakita kasi kung nagkataon e gulo na naman yun. :| =| Hanggang sa nakauwi na ko sa bahay ko e kinakabahan ako na baka nakita nila ako. Buti na lang e mukhang hindi nga nila napansin. Haaay, galing ko talaga umarte. Ahaha. =)))thank God :P

Basta yun, kahit ganun ang nangyare. So happy pa din ako. :D

Credits to: Photobucket. :D

WEEK TWO NG REHEARSAL. / A VISIT. :D

2009-10-16T02:49:00.000-07:00

" It is always up to you on how you are going to run your life. Run it for good or ruin it that bad. Yes, people will care and try to shift you back to the right track. Or people will pull you down and crush you to the ground. But at the end of the day, it is still your choice that matters. Weight what to hold on and choose what to value. Then stand whatever it takes. After all, it is your choice. There is no such thing as "i have no choice."

- nahagilap ko lang sa Candymag.com :P

Yow. :D Another week na naman ang natapos. Grabe kapagod ng bonggang-bongga yung practice namin ngayon. Well, hindi naman ako masyadong pinapagalitan ng Choreo namin. Although nasasabihan ako ng "Shunga", "Hoy Ineng", "Hay nako", e ayos lang. Kasi may iba na mas pinapagalitan pa. Ahaha. =))) Atleast hindi ako yung pinakakaliwa ang paa. :P Hehe. Actually, exaggerated nga naman ata ako nung sinabi ko sa last post ko dito sa Blog na tila siya si Douglas Nieras. Ahaha. OA ko nun. :P Istrikto lang siya talaga pagdating sa pagturo ng steps ngunit minsan nakakabiruan naman namin siya. Nung Tuesday nga e nag-iinarte ako, haha. =))) Sabi ko sa classmate ko e sasabihin ko sa Principal namin na magbaback out na ko. :P Nakakapagod nga kasi at saka medyo natatakot ako nun kay Choreo. Baka kasi mapahiya lang ako. Buti na nga lang e pinigilan ako ng Principal namin. :D Na-realize ko I made the right decision naman e. Saka sanayan nga lang. Nagagawa ko nga dati na gumala buong araw e kaya ko din 'to. Haha. :P So far, kakatapos lang namin kanina ng 1st dance namin. Sa Monday e yung 2nd dance naman. Nakakapagood nga pero masaya na naman din ako. :D at saka kasama ko naman sa performance yung crush ko e. Ahaha. Guess who? Waaah. Baka may makahalata. =))) :P

At may isa pa din akong dahilan para maging masaya. :D Dumalaw kasi ngayon dito yung mga BFF'S ko. :D Hehe. Nalimutan ko ngang pinag-usapan nga pala namin pupunta sila dito kaya nagulat pa ko nung una. Haha. =))) Ang saya ko lang. Higit isang buwan ko na kasi silang hindi nakita. :( Kaya ayun, nagbonding-bonding, nagkwentuhan, nag computer. Tapos bukas, magkikita ulit kami. Haha. Ang saya nito. (: Buti na lang e wala kaming practice bukas. Klase lang. :| Meron kaming Saturday class. Pero last na lang din naman yung Saturday na yung bukas kaya ayos na din. So ayun, Can't wait to see them again. (:

Credits to : Candymag ! :P

Ang Bilis nuh? :D

2009-10-12T04:30:00.000-07:00

Ang bilis ng panahon. Biruin mong October na agad. Kalahating buwan na nung simulang magbukas ng klase. At kalahating buwan na lang din at magfoFourth year na ko. Ang bilis nu? Parang kelan lang e pag wala kaming teacher sa room e binibilang ko kung ilang araw na lang bago magbakasyon. 266 days ata yun? Ahaha. =))) Binilang ko talaga. Excited much daw e. =))) :P Yung mga panahon kasi na yun e hindi pa ko sanay sa KAMS, kaya ganun na lang ako kaatat sa bakasyon. Hehe. :D Pero ngayon, ayos na din naman ako dun. (: Anyway, syempre bago mag bakasyon, Christmas muna. Ang bilis nu? Sa katunayan, ngayon pa nga lang e nakakakita na ko ng mga nagkikislapang mga Chrstmas lights o parol sa kalye at sa bahay. Medyo nakakarinig na din ako ng Christmas songs sa radyo. Excited sila ah. =))) :P Pero mukhang wala pang naglalakas loob na mangcaroling ngayon. Ahaha. =))) Pero syempre, bago magChristmas, Undas muna. Ang bilis nuh? Pagkatapos ng Mr. and Ms. KAMS e Halloween Party naman ang next occasion. Hmm.. anu costume kaya susuotin ko? Ayy. Kelangan pa kaya? =))) LOL.. Basta masasabi ko lang e sadyang napakabilis ng araw. Lalo na kung na eenjoy mo. Haaay.. gaya ngayon, tatlong oras na pala akong nakababad sa computer nang hindi ko namamalayan. LOL. :P

Credits to : Glitter-Graphics :D

WEEK ONE NG REHEARSAL.

2009-10-11T02:15:00.000-07:00

Haaay.. nitong isang linggo, nagpraktis ako together with my co-performers para sa intermission number sas Mr. and Ms. KAMS na gaganapin sa November 14. Grabe talaga. Ang dami na agad naming ginagawa na kung anu-ano na exercise. Tapos kapag break time naming mga performers, e Volleyball naman ang inaatupag ng lola mo. :D Kaya halos buong araw kaming nagpapraktis. Inaabot na nga ako ng gabi sa pag-uwi e. Kadalasan tuloy tanging matulog at humilik na lang ang nagagawa ko pagkadating sa bahay. Haaay.. tapos nitong Thursday lang, nakilala na naming yung magiging Choreo namin. Iba pa kasi yung nagtuturo samin ng exercise sa talagang magtuturo sa amin ng dance steps. Then nung nakilala naming ang kagalang-galang naming Choreo, . TSK, TSK, TSK – yan na lang ang masasabi ko. Ahaha. =))) Mahigpit kasi siya. Yung tipong kasinghigpit ni Douglas Nieras. =))) Ang taray pa nga e. Kaya tuloy kinakabahan ako nun. Plus, sa dami-dami ba naman na pwestong pwede kong lagyan e sa gitna pa. Waaah. Ewan na. XD Pwedeng mag back-out ? =))) :P Tsk. Panu ba yan, Eh this week, rehearsal na naman namin. Tuloy-tuloy na yun hanggang November. Mamimeet na naman namin sya. Waaah. Ewan. Bahala na. Goodluck na lang sayo, Lindsay. =))) =))) :P

Typhoon Ondoy at Cainta. :|

2009-10-02T08:26:00.000-07:00

Sept. 26

Mga past 9am, nagising ako dahil sa ingay ng patak ng ulan. Pagkatapos ko kumain at gumawa ng kung anu-ano, diretso na ko sa computer para magFacebook. Hha. Lagi naman e. Malakas na ang ulan nun ngunit wakopaks. :P Basta, naglalaro lang ako ng Farmville, FFS, Chat and whatsoever. Ngunit nakalipas lang ang ilang minuto, biglang taas na lang ang baha. Hmm .. siguro mga 8inches na lang ay papasukan na ang bahay namin. Edi nagbuhat-buhat na ang mga kasam ko dito sa bahay. Tumulong naman ako kahit 'panu. Hhe. :D

Waah. Mabiis talaga ang mga pangyayaro e. Napasukan na nga kami ng baha na naging kulay kape din agad dhail sa gingawang drainage malapit samin. Buti na lang mabait si Bro, hanggang third level lang ng hagdan namin ang tinaas ng tubig. Pagsapit ng gabi, edi ayun, simula na ng kalbaryo. >.< Kandila na lang ang makikitang maliwanag. Mistulang Ghostown na nga e. Buti na lang at hindi pa lowbat ang MP3 ng brother dear ko. Nakinig ako ng radio dun. Nag-worried nga ako e kai naririnig ko na lubog pa din sa tubig-baha ang ilang villages ng Cainta at Pasig. Ang ilan kasi sa mga kaibigan ko ay doon nakatira. Lalo na't sinabi na dun sa mismong vilage na yun ang lubog. :/ Haaaay.. wala akong magawa. Di ko naman matext kasi walang signal at load. At syempre, lowbat. :/

Sept. 27

Medyo humupa na ang baha. Kahapon kasi hanggang bewang, ngayon hanggang tuhod na lang. Ngunit nakatulog ako. Marahil sa sobrang pagod. Ang hirap kaya matulog ng walang kuryente. Haay. At pagsapit ng past 2pm, humuoa na ang baha. Halos ka-level na alng ng talampakan. At syempre, nagsimula nang magsilinis ng mga bahay. Asar nga na putuik yan e. Kadiri. Nahihirapanako maglinis nun kasi baka kung anung kumapit sa paa ko. Yuck. Hha. :P

Nung gabi, ganun pa din ang buhay. Ang hirap talaga ng walang kuryente. Napakainit. Kaya halos lahat ng tao nasa kalye. Asar talaga na Ondoy yan. Mabubulukan ako ng tanim sa Farmville nito e. tsk.

Sept. 28

Suspended ang klase. Syempre naman nu. E halos lahat naman binaha e. Naisip kong gumala upang tignan ang ilan villages sa Cainta at Pasig. Pero syempre, may kotse dapat. Hhe. Ayoko kayang maglakad sa tubig-baha na may kasamang putik. Maarte ako nu? Pero ganun talaga. :P Mahirap na makakuha ng mikrobyo. Hhe. Edi ayun, lahat ng tao na nadadaanan namin ay kanya-kanyang linis ng mga nabasa nilang gamit. Halos wala na ngang madaanan yung mga sasakyan e. Na-occupy na kasi nung mga binibilad na sofa, upuan, lamesa at kung anu-ano pa. Talagang devastated ang Cainta nun. :/ Di na rin nawala sa isip ko ang mga friends ko nun. Kamusta na kaya sila?? Okay lang kaya?? Yan ang mga katanungan sa isip ko. :/

Sept. 29

Marami na ang nag-abot ng tulong sa mga nasalanta. May mga namimigay ng relief goods at other donations. Pero ang hirap talaga ng walang kuryente. :( Para na kong nasa Survivor Philippines nito ah. Namimiss na ng mata ko ang tumingin sa bukas na tv. Namimiss na ng buhok ko ang hanginin sya ng electric fan. Namimiss ko na din ng sobra-sobra an computer. Basta, namimiss ko na mgakakuryente !! :(

Nung gabi, pumunta kami sa SM Taytay para magpalamig, kumain at bumili ng pagkain at tubig. Nagkakaubusan na kasi sa Cainta. Habang kumakain ako ng pusit na walang kalasa-lasa sa foodcourt, naisip ko na naman ang mga friends ko. Sana talag ayos lang sila. :( At nung pauwi na kami, mistulang Ghostown talaga ang bawat vllages na madaanan namin. Bago naman ako matulog, habang pinaglalaruan ang kandila na nagsisilbing ilaw sa kwarto, iniisip ko, "Kelan kaya magkakakuryente??" :( Sabay napaso. :| :)))

Sept. 30

Finally, at exactly 11:15 pm ay nagkakuryente na. Hha. Talagang alam yung oras enu? XD inaabangan ko na kasi e. Paano ba naman kasi, yung kabilang street may kuryente na tapos kami wala pa. Nagpplano na nga ako nun sumama sa opisina ng aking Mother dear e. Kasi dun may kuryente. Buti na alng talaga. Kaso, wal pa din telepono at signal sa cellphone. Wal pa din connectio nsa internet. Peor okay na yun. Atleast makakatulog na ko ng ayos. ;)

Ngayon, October 2 and after a couple of minutes, it's October 3. XD

Ayun, ayos na kami dito. Thank God. (: Kaso wla pa din kao masyadong balita sa mga ilang friends ko. Wala pa din kasing signal sa cellphone at linya ng telepono. Sana talaga ayos lang sila. :( Anyway, nasiraan nga pala ako ng tanim sa Farmville. Malaki din ang nalugi sakin. Asar yan. Pero so far, okay na kami. ;)

PS : Pictures will be posted here soon. :D

Stressed Out. :| :| :|

2009-09-25T03:34:00.000-07:00

Whew. Sobrang stress ko ng mga nakalipas na araw na 'to. Buti na lang may blogging. Pampatanggal stress na din. ;)

Losyang na ko. Hha. Ganda ng bating panimula enu. :))) Nito kaseng mga week na 'to puro stress ang inabot ko. At dahil yan sa CRAAAAMING. :))) Hha. Mukhang binabawi ko na nga yung sinabi ko sa dati kong post na " I work best pag cramming. ". LOL. Noon siguro kaya ko pa. Paanu ba naman kasi, sabay-sabay ang mga projects. Tapos idagdag mo pa ang report namin sa Chemistry. E naturingang leader kaya kelangan ko din tulungan ang mga memebers ko sa report nila. Mabuti nga sana kung madaling intindihin yung lesson e kaso kelangan talaga i-absorb mo sa utak. E ang hirap nga.. hindi ko alam kung kulang sa detalye yung libro namen o talagang slow lang ako. hhe. LOL. Kaya tuloy isang linggo din akong parang jetlag pag umaga. :))) Kaya nga halos sumabog na yung makina ng school service ko sa kakaantay saken pag umaga. hha. :))) Kaya nga malaking bagay na sakin na natapos na 'tong week na 'to. Although may mga projects pa din ngayon, at least hindi sabay-sabay. Kapagod ng sobra. >.<

Credits to : Glitter-Graphics. XD

I can't breathe without you but I have to..

2009-09-19T23:57:00.000-07:00

"We know it's never simple, never easy. Never a clean break, no one hear to save me. You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand. And I can't breathe without you but I have to. "

- Breathe by Taylor Swift.

Hell yea, I'm still alive. But I don't have enough time to visit my blog. But you can still keep in touch by adding my Facebook Account. :D

Credits to : Photobucket.

Sick me. :|

2009-09-09T22:53:00.000-07:00

Darn it. :| Absent na ko for two days. Exam pa naman namin this week. Tsk. :( Fever with cough and colds. Flu na ba yun ? :( Naulanan kasi ako nung Tuesday e when I went to Shiela's house. Haay.. di ko na alam. Basta I need to take my medicines on time at kelangan ko din ng rest. Lagi na lang kasi akong stress this past few months. Kaya siguro humina ang resistensya ko. Maybe, sa Monday pa ko makakapasok. I'll just take a special exams. :| Wish me well. :|

Moshimonster. :D

2009-09-08T02:51:00.000-07:00

Yun oh. Namiss kong magBlog. Buti na lang napaayos na yung our dear computer. :D So ayun, let's start this blog na. :D

Time has wings and it flies soooo fast. Ber month na agad oh. Parang kelan lang nung nagStart ang classes. Tapos ngayon, exams na namin. Sa halip na ballpens, notebooks and books ang kaharap ko, ang hawak ko e mouse, keyboard at kaharap ang monitor. Sa halip na gumagawa ako ng reviewer, ang ginagawa ko ngayon e Blog Entry. Ahaha. Wala pa ko sa mood magreview. Cramming na lang mamaya. :D Before ko makalimutan, gusto kong iShare sainyo yung about sa Pet ko sa Moshimonsters.com. :P Parang Pet Society at Neopets din siya. Papakainin mo, Aalagaan, Bibilhan ng gamit at huwag hahayaang
malungkot. Basta ganun na nga. :D Grabe. Gulat ako. Halos mag iisang taon ko na kasi na hindi yun binubuksan. Nung binisita ko e buhay pa. Haha. :D Yun nga lang, kritikal na buhay. Pero naayos ko na di naman ngayon. Pasalamat na lang at naayos na yung computer dear namen. :D But as of now, LQ pa din kami. :| Hehe. Kaw ba naman, hindi ka intindihin ng amo mo ng halos isang taon, di ka magtatampo ? :D Hehe. Ayun, mukhang stupid at nonsense na 'tong Blog Entry na 'to. :))) Until next time. :D

Blogging time again. :D

2009-09-02T08:14:00.000-07:00

It’s hard letting go of someone that we have loved for so long. It’s painful to watch the people we love, walk away from us. But if they want to go, we need to let them go! It’s easier said than done, but then again love is never easy. It hurts like crazy, and it hurts so bad that we feel like we’re about to bleed from so much pain. No one can truly explain how painful it is, without having experienced it themselves. It’s not easy, and it will take time. But know this and trust in this, IT WILL GET BETTER. The age old cliché, “Time heals all wounds“, may sound boring and repetitive, but it’s true. Letting go allows you and your partner to become the people you were meant to be. You can’t control love. You can’t force someone to stay with you, if you know they’re not happy anymore. What you can do is move on. Believe that there’s someone out there who will love you with everything that they have and in the way you deserve to be loved.

-- Oh my. I just love that quote. Just found it somewhere in the internet. But hey, I'm not bitter. Okay ? :D

A Rainy Friday.

2009-07-17T02:11:00.000-07:00

CLASSES SUSPENDED. XD
The weather today is soooo crazy.
Rain then Shine then Rain then Shine.
Darn it. :|

33 Days to go. :D

2009-07-11T07:42:00.000-07:00

It's not yet my birthday. LOL. I just want to post something in my blog. Haha. Time passes so fast. Only 33 days to go before my birthday. Take note, 33 days. =))) Haha. To my friends out there, you know what to do. Gifts are very much appreciated. LOL. Just kiddin'. :P Sorry for this post. I'm insane right now. XD

My WordPress Blog. (:

2009-07-04T08:35:00.000-07:00

http://lindsayeytin.wordpress.com

It's my another blogsite. Actually, the contents here and there are almost the same. But in my WordPress blog, The posts are arrange by their categories. So if you want to visit it just click the link. (:

Bruise. :|

2009-07-03T05:41:00.000-07:00

Today is our P.E. time. Haha. Unang ginawa e yung pagtakbo to test our Cardiovascular Endurance. Hehe. Naks, tanda ko pa yung term oh. E maliit lang yung lugar na pinagtakbuhan namin so medyo siksikan kami. Tapos nakaabot yata ako sa "Level 3:?" then suddenly, napatid ako ni Kenneth Geronimo. Hahaha. Eksena siya sa Blog ko oh. Asar yan. Nagkabruise tuloy ako sa bandang siko. Pero maliit lang naman siya. Malayo sa intestine. LOL. So ayun, ang kondisyon na binigay ni Sir Lawrence e kapag nabreak ang record niya sa "Level 6:9" eh lahat kami ay may plus +10 sa quiz. Hehe. Buti na lang nagawa ni Kenneth Soriano. Hahaha. Oh, isa pa 'tong naeksena sa blog ko. LOL. Kapalit nung bruise ko yung plus +10 sa quiz. Not that bad. And besides, sanay na kong nagkakabruise. LOL. :D

1st Monthly Exam.

2009-07-03T05:17:00.000-07:00

Exams na namin next week. Sa Monday to Wednesday. Haha. Ang bilis nga e. Anyway, 'di pa naman ako magrereview e. Sa Sunday night pa. Hahaha. Cramming ? Oh well, sanay na ko ng ganun. I work better kapag cramming. LOL. Weird. xD

My thoughts about MOVING ON.

2009-06-29T06:59:00.000-07:00

I'm single again. Haha. Actually, that was a long time ago. It's been three months from now. I don't have any intention to post it here. Sadyang na-inspire ( naks. haha. ) lang ako sa mga nababasa ko sa magazines, websites at base na din sa obserbasyon ko sa ibang nilalang sa Earth. These article is for those people na sa tingin nila e end of the world na nila nung iniwan na sila ng kanilang mga jowa. Hehe. Peace.

Mahirap tanggapin ang break up. Kahit pa sabihin mo na nakailang girlfriend/boyfriend ka na, hindi din e. Kasi iba-iba yung mga tao na iyan. So definitely, iba-ibang experience.

Based on my experience, masaya maging single. Hehe. Seriously. Nagagawa ko kasi lahat ng gusto ko at mas nagkakaroon ako ng time para sa sarili ko. Time para mag isip-isip kung ano nga ba ang mga gusto kong gawin. During the first month na nagbreak kami ng recent ex ko, mahirap. Mahirap kasi I'm getting used to it na every morning, afternoon and evening e may nababasa akong text from him. Tapos, everyday kong naririnig ang sweetest " i love you's " niya. Pero nakamove on din naman ako unti-unti. Hindi naman kasi iyan makakalimutan agad e. Especially kapag madami kayong memories. Syempre there comes a point yung bigla na lang magpo"pop" yung memories mo with him sa mind mo. Basta yung biglaan lang. That's the hardest part. But it doesn't mean that I still love him. Hmm .. maybe, i do love him pa nga pero it's not the kind of love that I felt three months ago. It's not the "I-want-us-to-be-together-again" type of love. So ayun, it will be a long process talaga bago mo masabi na "I'm over him/her na talaga.". Simple lang naman kaya ako nakamove e at hindi na masyadong nagbitter-bitteran, ACCEPTANCE. Acceptance na hindi talaga kami. Acceptance na it's over na talaga between us. At hindi din ako nagpapakadepress, cause I know na there's a new beginning for me, for us. Hindi na din ako masyadong nagpakabitter. Instead, I go out with my friends and have fun. Narealize ko na hindi mo naman talaga kelangan ng instant lover para makumpleto ang buhay mo. Andyan naman mga friends e. Kaya masaya naman ang buhay. At, life goes on. We're too young to have a serious involvement. Marami pang darating diyan. Minsan nga e natatawa na lang ako pag may naririnig akong " i love you FOREVER." , " you and i, together FOREVER" at kahit ano pang forever. Haha. HELLO ?! alam niyo ba talaga ibig sabihin niyan ? Yung definition kasi ng Forever sa ngayon e four months, eight months, one year and whatsoever. Sorry sa mga maooffend pero to tell you the truth, ang corny. (:

As of now, Masaya naman ang buhay ko. I guess I'm ready for a new relationship. Pero it doesn't mean na gusto ko na agad. Right now, I just want to do things for myself and concentrate on my priorities. (:

Kaya yung mga BITTER diyan, wag niyo masyadong damdamin. Instead, be thankful that God let it happened. Love hurts when God knows you deserve someone better. At least, naging part siya ng life mo diba? At in the end, syempre lessons learned. Dahil dun, magiging BETTER person kayo, not BITTER. Hehe. Enjoy life! :D

My Currently Obsession : The Diary of Aya Kito.

2009-06-29T06:55:00.000-07:00

One Liter of Tears

Gawwwd. I really want this book.
Does anyone know where can I buy this? Is it available in the Philippines? Errr .. PM me. :|

With Kamille and Trixia. (:

2009-06-29T06:53:00.000-07:00

Bonding Time with Friends.

June 20, 2009, the day I'll never forget. After a long decades ( haha. LOL. ) nakasama ko ulit ang Childhood Bestfriend ko. Halos 2 years din kaming di nagkita. Tapos nakasama ko din yung isa kong Close Friend. Siya naman e matagal na namin pinaplanong magbonding together kaso hindi laging natutuloy. Ewan ba, kahit ang lapit lapit na ng bahay namin sa isa't isa e nagkakaganun pa. Haha. Tapos ayun, ito kasing pinaplano naming gala e nung bakasyon pa namin pinaplano. E dahil sa sobrang hectic ang aming mga schedule at sa kaartehan ko ( LOL. ) e kaya ngayon lang naasikaso. Ayan, ang haba ng introduction ko. Hahaha. Kwento ko na nga. =))

11:00 am, yan nag usapan naming oras ng pagkikita. E dahil nga Filipino time, yung 11:00 namin naging 1:00. Hahaha. Akala nga ni Close Friend hindi na matutuloy e kaya nakailang text siya sakin ng "Tuloy pb?" LOL. Ang bagal ko kumilos. Haha. Nung nagkita na kami ni Close Friend edi ayun. Sabay na kami pumunta kay Childhood Bestfriend. Nung nagkita nga kami e parang ... basta. Ewan ko. Nanibago lang ako. Haay .. hindi ko naman kasi pwedeng ipost dito yung buong story kaya nagkaganun. Ayy, basta. Past is Past. :| At first nga e tumahimik ako bigla. Hiya kasi ako e. Hindi ko alam kung napatawad na niya talaga ko. Then hanggang sa jeep, tahimik pa din. At nakakainis nga yung magtatahong pasahero na katapat namin e. Nagbabalat ba naman ng sugat sa harap ko tapos titingin. Asar. Kababuyan nun ah. Haha. Well, hindi naman importante yun pero nasabi ko lang. Umeksena pa tuloy yun sa blog ko. Hahaha. Then nung nasa Mall na kami, ang cold ko pa din. Pero naisip ko wala namang mangyayari kung hindi ako magsasalita diba? Mapapanis lang laway ko. Haha. Ayun, hanggang sa naging comfortable na kami sa isa't isa. (:

Merienda time! Haha. Gutom na kami. Tapos bago kumain e nagkwento si Childhood Bestfriend ng mga pinaggagagawa niya sa school nila. Wala nga kaming masabi ni Close Friend kundi, "Ang hirap naman nun". Haha. Kaloka kasi sa school nila. Ang daming activities. Basta tumagal pa bago kami nakakain. Di rin naman kasi namin naramdaman yung gutom e. Dami kasing kwento ni Childhood Bestfriend. Haaay .. di pa rin talaga siya nagbabago. Madaldal pa din. Hehe. Tapos, nagpunta kaming bookstore. Ayun, may binili lang kaming school supplies. Tapos umuwi na din kami. Malapit na din kasi maggabi. Saka ang curfew hour ni Close Friend e 6:00pm. Tapos edi sumakay na kami ng jeep then nakauwi na. Ayun, masaya naman. Pero alam ko mas sasaya pa yun next time. Medyo nahihya pa kasi ako e. Hehe. I'm looking forward na gumala ulit kasama sila. Grabe, I miss being with my Childhood Bestfriend. :( .. Tapos, si Close Friend din. Magaan siyang kasama. Sana nga next time ulit. Pero yung next time na yun e matagal pa sa ngayon. Mag iiponpa kong pera e. Simot kasi nun e. Hahaha. Pero sulit naman, nakasama ko naman sila. (:

CCCian at heart. (:

2009-06-28T07:49:00.000-07:00

" I really miss my previous school, Cainta Catholic College. I miss the environment, facilities, school staffs, teachers and ofcourse, my fellow CCCians. ..

CCC ba ? haha. Nakakamiss talaga. Marami na kasi akong natutunan diyan e. Natuto akong magsulat, magbasa, magkacrush, mapatawag sa office, bumuo ng tropa, magkalovelife at kung anu-ano pa. :D

Classroom
- sa iba't ibang room na napasukan ko, may iba't ibang itsura. At sa mga iba't ibang itsura na iyon, marami akong naging kaibigan. Sa classroom, diyan ako sumaya, kinabahan, umiyak, nalungkot, nakipagsigawan, nakipaghabulan, napahiya, kinilig ,tumawa na parang walang bukas at marami pang iba. :D

Comfort Room
- haha. Masaya din dito. LOL. Dahil pinaghihigpit samin ang magdala ng cellphone at iba pang gadgets, diyan kami nagtetext o nagkukuhaan ng litrato. Ssssh! Hahaha. At hindi ko din maisip kung bakit nga ba gustong gusto naming mga babae sa Comfort Room. Kada tapos ng isang asignatura e halos kalahati ng babae samin sa room nun e nasa Comfort Room. Hahaha. LOL.

Clinic
- namimiss ko na yung mga nurse dito. Kahit na minsan e yung pinapainom nilang tubig samin e hindi pa umaabot sa stomach. Hahaha. Mahal na mahal ko mga tao diyan. Sila lang naman ang gumamot sa mga sugat ko nung intrams. Haha. Diyan ako madalas kapag di ko na talaga mapigilan ang antok ko sa isang asignatura. Kesa naman maging bastos ako dahil tinulugan ko ang titser. Di ba?? Hahaha.

Gym
- wala naman masyadong kakaibang memories dito. Minsan, diyan kami nagp-P.E. kapag umuulan. Ang pinakaespesyal na memories ko lang diyan e nung sinali ako sa United Nations. Ms. Thailand ang lola mo. LOL. Dahil sa hindi naman ako magaling kumanta, mahiyain sumayaw at hindi pa natutuklasan ang talent sa pag-arte ( naks. Hahaha. ), tumula na lang ako ng "God made the world, God made the sky, Chuchu.". Hahaha. Pero ayos lang. Nakuha ko naman ang award na "Best in Costume". Hahaha.

Corridor
- isa din ito sa mamimiss ko. LOL. Tambayan iyan ng mga estudyante kapag late dumating ang kanilang titser. Tapos kapag paparating na e magsisipasukan sa silid-aralan na tila nakakita ng multo. Hahaha. Diyan mo din madalas makita pag break ang mga magkakatropa na malalakas mangtrip. Minsan nga e pag dumadaan ka e bigla ka na lang papalakpakan o haharangan yung dinadaanan mo. Papansin ba?? Hahaha. Sadyang wala lang silang magawa sa kanilang mga buhay. :D

Canteen
- paborito ko itong tambayan noon. Lalo na pag break, minsan nga e sa isang lamesa e kami-kami lang mga magkakaklase o magkakaibigan ang nandoon. Hahaha. Kaso bihira lang mangyari. Nagmahal kasi mga pagkain e kaya nagbaon na lang ako. Krisis na e. Hahaha. At minsan pumupunta ako diyan hindi lang para bumili ng pagkain. Dadaan din ako sa canteen kapag gustong sumilay sa crush. Hahaha. Masama?? LOL.

Ayun, hanggang diyan na lang muna. Gagawa pa kasi ako ng mga takdang aralin e. Hahaha. LOL.

.. even though, I'm not studying in Cainta Catholic College
anymore, I'm still a CCCian AT HEART. " (: