» My thoughts about MOVING ON. @ Monday, June 29, 2009
I'm single again. Haha. Actually, that was a long time ago. It's been three months from now. I don't have any intention to post it here. Sadyang na-inspire ( naks. haha. ) lang ako sa mga nababasa ko sa magazines, websites at base na din sa obserbasyon ko sa ibang nilalang sa Earth. These article is for those people na sa tingin nila e end of the world na nila nung iniwan na sila ng kanilang mga jowa. Hehe. Peace.
Mahirap tanggapin ang
break up. Kahit pa sabihin mo na nakailang girlfriend/boyfriend ka na, hindi din e. Kasi iba-iba yung mga tao na iyan. So definitely, iba-ibang
experience.
Based on my experience, masaya maging single. Hehe. Seriously. Nagagawa ko kasi lahat ng gusto ko at mas nagkakaroon ako ng time para sa sarili ko. Time para mag isip-isip kung ano nga ba ang mga gusto kong gawin. During the first month na nagbreak kami ng recent ex ko, mahirap. Mahirap kasi I'm getting used to it na every morning, afternoon and evening e may nababasa akong text from him. Tapos, everyday kong naririnig ang sweetest " i love you's " niya. Pero nakamove on din naman ako unti-unti. Hindi naman kasi iyan makakalimutan agad e. Especially kapag madami kayong memories. Syempre there comes a point yung bigla na lang magpo"pop" yung memories mo with him sa mind mo. Basta yung biglaan lang. That's the hardest part. But it doesn't mean that I still love him. Hmm .. maybe, i do love him pa nga pero it's not the kind of love that I felt three months ago. It's not the
"I-want-us-to-be-together-again" type of love. So ayun, it will be a long process talaga bago mo masabi na "I'm over him/her na talaga.". Simple lang naman kaya ako nakamove e at hindi na masyadong nagbitter-bitteran,
ACCEPTANCE. Acceptance na hindi talaga kami. Acceptance na it's over na talaga between us. At hindi din ako nagpapakadepress, cause I know na
there's a new beginning for me, for us. Hindi na din ako masyadong nagpakabitter. Instead, I go out with my friends and have fun. Narealize ko na hindi mo naman talaga kelangan ng instant lover para makumpleto ang buhay mo. Andyan naman mga friends e. Kaya masaya naman ang buhay. At,
life goes on. We're too young to have a serious involvement. Marami pang darating diyan. Minsan nga e natatawa na lang ako pag may naririnig akong
" i love you FOREVER." ,
" you and i, together FOREVER" at kahit ano pang forever. Haha. HELLO ?! alam niyo ba talaga ibig sabihin niyan ? Yung definition kasi ng Forever sa ngayon e
four months,
eight months,
one year and whatsoever. Sorry sa mga maooffend pero to tell you the truth, ang corny. (:
As of now, Masaya naman ang buhay ko. I guess I'm ready for a new relationship. Pero it doesn't mean na gusto ko na agad. Right now,
I just want to do things for myself and concentrate on my priorities. (:
Kaya yung mga
BITTER diyan, wag niyo masyadong damdamin. Instead, be thankful that God let it happened.
Love hurts when God knows you deserve someone better. At least, naging part siya ng life mo diba? At in the end, syempre lessons learned. Dahil dun, magiging
BETTER person kayo, not
BITTER. Hehe.
Enjoy life! :D
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