» AWESOME AUGUST? :) @ Saturday, July 31, 2010
Hey hey hey. So a few hours from now, it`s officially the month of AUGUST. Oh well, time flies so fast. Here are some things I`m looking forward this AUGUST. :)
SCHEDULE✿ Erika`s birthday - Actually, it`s August 1 but since that`s Sunday, we`re planning to celebrate it on Friday. I think? I still haven`t bough a gift for her. I forgot about it when I went to SM Taytay yesterday. (but isn`t it ironic that I didn`t forgot to buy Mcdonald`s Coke Float? LMAO.) Nice, Lindsay. NICE. =))
✿ Fix my hair. - ;) Planning to rebond and dye my hair with dark brown though I know it`s against the school rules. lol. I`m a badass. >:D Say goodbye to my virgin black hair. ;)
✿Taking of my UPCAT. - Pfft. I`m not expecting that I will pass but whatever, let`s see. Actually, I`m not really interested about it. It`s just my dad who`s like expecting that I can passed the exam. Danggg. Cause UST is my dream school since I was a kid! :)
✿ My sixteenth birthday on August 13!!!! - Oh wait, there`s nothing to be excited about that. `Nuff said.
REMINDERS□ Need to save money atleast 300 pesos.
□ Buy the August issue of Candymag.
□ Buy the pink id cord though I know it`s for Grade 1. lol.
□ Change my Facebook and Twitter profile picture cause I haven`t changed
it for ages. lol.
□ Spend more time with my close buddies.
□ Spend less time in using the computer.
□ Review for the 1st Periodical Exams.
□ Avoid from eating oily foods.
□ Remove this stubborn zits. :(
□ Try Pond`s Flawless White to remove this pimple marks.
□ Less Stress.
□ Don`t be a Drama Queen too much.
□ Be patient.
□ Be happy.
□ Be happy.
□ Be happy.
I WISH THIS AUGUST WILL BE AN AWESOME MONTH NOT JUST TO ME, BUT TO ALL OF US. :)Credits: Photobucket.Labels: August, birthday, Blah blah blah, Friends, highschool life, insecurity, life, photography, pimples, Schedule, Senior Life, thoughts, time, Vanity, WHATEVER, Wish
» Hello, school. @ Friday, May 21, 2010
Hey blogmates! It`s been a month since I posted something here. My apologize for that. Cause lately, I`ve been lazy and uninspired. lol. Just kiddin`. It`s just there`s nothing really special that`s happening in my life. This summer is boring. So yeah, just so we all know, School will start in a couple of weeks from now. But up to know, I`m not yet ready. Cause my mind is being fucked up of which school I should spend my Senior Life. Yes, I want to go back to my previous school, CCC. But somehow, my friends and other shit problems are giving me reasons not to. D:
First, I feel like my friends don`t care anymore. I feel like they don`t really give a damn if I transfer there or not. It makes me feel I`m not important now. Like I`m an old toy they don`t want anymore. :( It sucks. Sometimes, distance can affect your friendship. But how can I spend some time with them if I have a f*cking insecurity problem?! And yes, speaking to that problem, that`s an another hindrance why I`m having hard time if I should go back to CCC or stay in KAMS. Actually, it`s also the reason why I transfered school. Though I know it`s just a normal stage in every teenager`s life but I just can`t take it.. zits. They suck hardcore. They ruined my life like hell. To the point that the extrovert Lindsay before is now an anti-social, low self-esteemed, depressed, no self-confidence 15 year old girl. It feels REALLY awkward when I passed by big crowds cause I`m afraid what they will think of me and I`m afraid that I will see someone there that I know. I cry every night. And yeah, TRANSFERED SCHOOL. You may find me weird or too shallow for that. But I`m really a one overzealous vain teenage girl (I don`t know if that word is right). So having something like that depresses me a lot. It`s not really in a worse condition. I still look like a human. But I don`t know why it really made my self-esteem lowered and hate myself. Maybe it`s because that`s only the first time it happened to me. I`m afraid that my former CCC schoolmates will say, "Ui, anong nangyari sayo" "blah blah blah" and stuffs. :( I`m afraid of what people might thing of me. It will bring me down. :'( And the third reason why I can`t really decide if I should go back to CCC or not is because it`s feels like I`m being left out. Duh. They`ve been together for one school year. I can`t relate to them if they start talking about it.
But even if there are a lot of reasons why I`m still indecisive, I still don`t want to stay in KAMS. Pssh. I already had enough dramas there. And I can`t take a 10 more months to stay there. I don`t care if I`m always a top student there unlike in CCC that I`m just an average student. Cause what`s the point of having those certificates, awards and medals if you are not happy with where you are. Right? So you can drop a comment here if you want me to help this indecive mind of mine. And if you don`t have anything to say with this drama, thanks for reading anyway. Until next post.
Labels: Blah blah blah, decisions, Drama, dramas, Friends, ftw, highschool life, insecurity, KAMS, life, pimples, random, Stupid, summer, thoughts, zits
